Post #377 "The Power of Choice, 2018"

Humanity is a Whole made up of individual 'Selves'.

At the basis, Humanity predominantly functions out of the Self over functioning out
of the Whole.
Humanity functions out of the Self of Consciousness,
the Whole therefore being subjected to the Self,
as in Self-interest over concern for the Whole.
Humanity functioning out of the Self Creates the Other-than-Self by pitting each part and piece against each part and piece,
 therefore pitting Self against the 'Whole' meaning against the whole of Humanity,
and as against the Whole of Creation.

As Existence is Duality,

Consciousness is Duality.

As Consciousness is Duality,

Humanity is Duality.
 Humanity, as Creation, Divides.
Humanity, in Time, through the process of Division, Divides down to 'Nothing' into the
'Nothingness' of Creation.

 Consciousness is unable to slow down or stop the Process of Division that makes up Creation
and, consequently, makes up Humanity as well.
The Process of Division best describes Creation and therefore, also describes Humanity.
Creation, as Humanity, is Dividing down to its own Non-existence.
Actually Consciousness, through the primary Choice to Create, or accept Reality,
Creates its own destruction.

 The Process of Division not only affects but also determines the way Creation and Humanity function.

Because Humanity is Duality Existing in Duality,

Humanity's purpose is Survival.

 Mortality therefore, is its single most important and defining characteristic.
All function of Humanity, therefore is for survival of Humanity.
Humanity's sole quest is Immortality.
The quest for Immortality is the root of religion and the resultant Creation of gods and God.
Humanity reasons that Immortality does not Exist in Creation so that the quest
must take place outside of Creation.
However, in not Choosing Reality, the quest for Immortality is frustrated in that Humanity
cannot penetrate its own Created walls and so is unable to find the Immortality
that only Exists in Reality.
Immortality is Reality and so does not Exist in the Dream of Becoming,
meaning, in the Dream that is Creation,
in the Dream that is Dream and not Reality.
Non-reality Exists in the Dream of Consciousness that always 'Becomes'
and never 'IS'.

In the search for Immortality, Humanity just extends the walls of Creation by
Imaging a 'Beyond'.
Humanity then Perceives that 'Beyond' as the abode of the gods or God
and so is a place to be attained in the quest for Immortality.
God is Created as the means to Immortality,
therefore it is Perceived that if one possesses God, one possesses Immortality
Immortality is the Dream on which all Dreams hinge.
Humanity as a Whole however does not understand that Immortality cannot Exist
when and where the Singular Other of Reality has been Obliterated.

What is Perceived as 'Beyond' does not Exist in Reality.
Creation as Dream of 'Beyond', of  'Becoming', is Perceived.
Reality as 'Being' is Observed.
The Perception of 'Beyond' only extends Creation that Humanity can penetrate its own
bounds into the Infinite and there outside of the Self of Consciousness, find Immortality.
BUT,
the Consciousness of Humanity cannot accept Reality and so can never escape its own
determined and Created Non-reality because the Self Chooses to Obliterate Reality
through the Obliteration of the Singular Other that Observes, gives Witness to,
and Validates Self as Self in Selfness.
Because the Self cannot accept the Singular Other, the Self cannot accept it-Self.
The Self thereby Divides it-Self down in an accelerating process of Division that can
only end in a self-destructive Oneness that cannot allow any survival but its own,
best described as the tip of the symbolic Pyramid of Power.

What Consciousness Dreams, Consciousness Creates.
Consciousness does not Create Reality because Reality IS.
Consciousness only Creates the Dream.

Mortality is progressing movement into the abyss of 'Nothingness'.
More than anything, Humanity Fears being 'Nothing'.
In other words, Humanity Fears Extinction.
Mortality is a losing of the most Desired Dream of 'Immortality'.
Consciousness reacts to its Choice to Obliterate for it-Self, the Singular Other.
This Choice also Obliterates Reality for Reality cannot Exist in the Oneness of the Self,
but Exists in the Singularity of Self AND the Singularity of Other.
Humanity reacts to the Choice to Exist in a Created Existence with Fear of the loss of the
Immortality of Reality.
Humanity reacts its inability to Be Entity.
Entity and Immortality Do Not Exist in Creation,
yet Entity and Immortality make up the Reality of Existence.
No Entity and Mortality make up the Reality of the Existence of Non-reality,
---make up the Existence of 'Nothing'.
'Nothing' Exists.
The Great Fear is to Exist in the Existence of 'Nothing'.
Humanity knows this Fear.
Humanity knows this Fear and so life in Creation is All about Survival
and the Creation of the Dream.
Consciousness Feels and Consciousness reacts.
Consciousness reacts to Fear by striving to Survive.
Survival entails Reason----the 'How' to do it.
 Consciousness Feels and Consciousness Reasons,
Consciousness Feels and Reasons Survival.
Consciousness Creates.
If Consciousness reacts to the Choice to Obliterate the 'Other' of Reality for the
confinement of the Self within the Self,
 is the experience Felt or is the experience Reasoned?
It would seem that the 'Felt' Emotion would bring about a coping reaction of Reason.
Does Humanity not Reason its Emotions?
Would how Humanity copes with its Fear not be the Story of Humanity's Existence
in its own Dreamed Creation?

Consciousness Feels.
Humanity feels.
Humanity feels Fear.
Humanity emotionally, reacts to Mortality with the basic emotion of Fear.

Humanity's basic emotion is Fear.
 Fear is the Fear of Humanity of Non-existence.
Humanity Fears at the bases of all emotion, the Fear of Non-existing.

All emotions are based on and derived from Fear of Non-existence.

Fear propels Humanity's struggle for Survival.
Creation struggles to overcome Mortality.
Humanity struggles to overcome Mortality.
Humanity's struggle to survive is Energy.
Energy is movement.
Creation, including Humanity, is made up of the Energy of Fear itself.
Creation Exists because Consciousness Chooses to Obliterate the Singular Other
of Reality, thereby Obliterating the Singular Self of Reality, that thereby loses Entity,
that results in Mortality
as what is Created Exists only in the nothingness of a Dream of Becoming.

The more frenetic the movement, the more Energy.
Frenetic movement brings about the stuff of Creation.
Creation and especially Humanity, Moves against its Fear.
Movement intensifying is Power.
In a sense, the greater the Fear, the greater the movement, the more Power is Created.
In history, Power becomes the motivating force of life.
In history, what is Perceived as Power producing is coveted.
What is Perceive as threatening Power is Feared and Despised.
What is perceived as producing Power is sought after, admired, and Worshiped.

Humanity approaches Fear through the Self.
It is the Self that experiences Fear.
Even the Fear of the Whole comes down to the Self that experiences what the Whole
determines as threatening Survival.

Humanity is unable to act or experience as a Whole, excepting under pretense.

Pretense best serves the Self and the Self's struggle

Humanity is a Whole of Individuals struggling to Survive as Individuals within the 

protection of a Collective.

Individuals struggling for Survival is the bases of Creation and, more pointedly, of Civilization.
Civilization is the cover for Individualism.

In Creation, progressing to Civilization, Humanity's struggle for Survival comes down
to Power,
Humanity struggles for Power in all ways, in all Time, and in all Places.
Humanity is Mortal.
Humanity Dreams of Immortality.
Humanity Perceives Power as the Essential to overcoming Mortality.
Humanity covets all that is Perceived as Power or a means to Power.
Humanity seeks to Obliterate all that is Perceived as a threat or threatening Power.
The Self of Humanity Perceives the Other of Humanity as a Source of Power
and as a threat to Power.
Those Perceived as 'Other' that are perceived as a source of Power are coveted
for their Power.
Those Perceived as 'Other' that are Perceived as a threat to Power and power sources
are Perceived as 'Enemy', to be Obliterated
From the Essentials of Power,
Humanity Creates a Power Structure it cannot escape
This power structure is the Process of Division that Creates and governs Creation
and therefore Humanity.
Humanity is the only element of Creation capable of governing through Consciousness
this process, this Perception, this Untruth.
Humanity is the only element of Creation that can Dream this Dream.
All of Creation outside of Humanity therefore Exists in the Dream of Humanity.
All of Creation outside of Humanity is the result, not the cause of Humanity's Dream.
Creation, therefore, imitates and serves Humanity.
Humanity has always sought to take Power away from and out of Creation.
Creation provided the Place and the Substance for Humanity to Create.
The Consciousness of Humanity Created Time that when the Image faded or
fades, Time will once again restore the chance for Humanity to try once again to
Become the reality of the Dream.
However, at every level and layer of Time, the parts and pieces of Humanity,
of Creation, and of Time itself, Become smaller and smaller until
totally losing Power (Energy) fade away in to the Nothingness of a
Dreamed Existence.
Humanity therefore Creates Power systems to allow for the element of Time.
These systems are systems of Division that begin by including the Whole.
The Whole is, of course, made up of parts and pieces, of

like cells that function out of the Whole, and more so,
function out of the Self.
As survival becomes more threatened, the Self will preserve itself at the expense of the
Whole.
This illustrates that Humanity can never achieve the Entity of Immortality,
----that Humanity and its Dream of Creation can never survive itself.
Power begins as a Whole that Divides down into layers and levels of Power
through Place and Time.
Each Layer and each level Obliterates parts and Pieces that were once sources of Power
that have become drained of the Essence of their Power by those who are gaining
Power,
as in Power being sucked out of,
as in Power being wrenched from,
as in Power being drained from,
as in Power being connived out of,
all Creating in Humanity an Elite through eliminating those they have been deprived of
their inherent Power.

Basically, its a Choice.
----an Individual Choice.
Each Self has the Choice of Existence as Existence is Duality.
Each Self Chooses between Reality and Non-reality.
Each Self Chooses for it-Self and this Choice cannot be denied.
As Humanity, each Self is caught up into the general consensus to Create,
but those Choosing to Exist in the Reality of Existence can and must Emerge
from the Whole.
It is not a case of Survival but a case of Choice that Unfolds to each Self so Choosing.

Post #376 "Brutality"

Brutality is deeply hidden within the Self that has Obliterated the Other from Existence.

Without Other, Self cannot be Observed as Self in Singularity of Selfness.
Without Other, Self cannot give Witness to its Singularity of Entity.
Without Other, Self cannot Validate within itself the Singularity of Immortality.

There is no Brutality in Reality because of the Singularity of Self and the
Singularity of Other,
therefore in Reality, there Exists Entity
and in Entity, there Exists Immortality.
Reality cannot Divide down to Nothingness.

Brutality Exists in Division.
Division is the Process of Becoming Creation.
Meaning Creation Exists as Existence Divides down into Reality and Non-reality.
Existence is the Existence of Reality and the Non-reality we know as Creation.
Humanity as the Consciousness of Existence Exists in Reality and in Nothingness
through the action of Choosing.
Humanity as the Consciousness of Existence,
 Exists or Non-exists through its Choice of Existence.
Existence Divides down into Reality and Nothingness,
or Reality and Non-reality..
In Creation, in the Nothingness, in the Self Obliterating Other,
Brutality Exists

Brutality is what Self does to Self as Self retreats from Reality and enters the Existence of
Self within Self.
The Self within Self is the Self that Creates its Existence out of its Dreams.
This Self within Self has lost Reality and with the loss of Reality comes the loss of
Entity.
This Self within Self cannot stop the Process of Division that marks Nothingness.
The Dreams of Nothingness are Image.
Image is not sustainable.
Images come.
Images go.
Creation, as Image of Reality, comes and goes.
Image, as Creation, cannot sustain itself because it Exists within it-SELF.
Self in Self,
Self in Nothing,
 cannot sustain.

This Self cannot hold this Self in reality but only in Image
because Image cannot be Observed by the Singular Self that IS Self,
 as Self,
is Observed and Witnessed as Self
in the Reality of the Singular, Immortal, Entity of Other
that is Observed and Witnessed as Other
 in the Singular, Immortal, Entity of Otherness.

Self within Self is Self of Creation.
This Self Exists not in Reality but in the Image of its own Dream.
The Dream is a Dream!
The Dream is a Dream of 'BECOMING'.
A Dream of 'Becoming' is not a Dream of the Reality of 'WHAT IS' .

So, how does the Self of Consciousness that Chooses to Create, FEEL?
How does Dreaming Humanity FEEL?
Humanity has been Dreaming its Existence for all the layers and levels of history
through which its has passed.
Humanity, as does Creation,
is certainly Aware of its nebulous and
DREAMING EXISTENCE.
Humanity, as Creation, is certainly Aware of its Passing,
-------its Passing from Dream into Nothingness,
no matter the efforts and promises of all the religions and all the sciences
ever Created through which we seek our Survival from our-Self.

How do we express our Fears of the Dream we have Created?
How many 'Self Help' Programs do we Create as  way out of the Dream?
How do we manifest this underlying basic frustration that progresses
through the Created element of Time?
We Become the Brutality we have Created in the Womb of our own Existence
without the Reality of Self Observing  Other and Other Observing Self
and from here, determining Selfness from Otherness in Entity.
In Entity!
---not in Division!
Self in Self Divides Self.
Self in Self Becomes Brutal!
Self in Self is confused with Survival and Obliteration.
In Self and Self alone,
------which predominates?
Which will win out in the Wars of Self against Self?
Can Self Compete against Self?
And yet we do!
Can Self win against Self without Losing Self?
Which Self will Obliterate which Self,
 as Self Dividers it-Self over and over again,
-----all the way down to---------Nothingness.
to the Nothingness sceince picks up as in the Beginning
when atoms under the forces of Nothingness Divide down under the stresses
and the Brutality of a history of Nothing.


It is happening more and more frequently as Time forces Division to work against Division,
as the Process of Division accelerates towards its
finality, as every Atom Divides down to the Nothingness that birthed
the Images of the Nothingness,
we call Creation.
The Brutality of the Division of Creation is Observable in the Brutality of our need to Obliterate.
It is Observable in the Brutality of our struggles for Survival.
But its all a Dream and in our Dream, we cannot Observe.
In our Dream, we only Perceive what we Dream we will Become.
But, as we Dream our Dream of Becoming,
we Become more Brutal.
We Become more Violent.
We take the Essence of life from those parts and pieces of ourselves that
we Perceive as Other that we may, not only Obliterate,
but treat to the most inhuman BRUTALITY.

Why?
Why do we treat those parts and pieces of Humanity with BRUTALITY?
The answer becomes Obvious:
Those parts and pieces of Humanity must be DE-humanized that those of Power
can Eliminate them without contaminating the word 'HUMAN'.
If Humanity can be removed from Humanity by Humanity,
Humanity should Feel no Pain,
then Humanity should Feel no guilt.
And if Humanity strives against Humanity,
IS THERE NO FEAR?
If Humanity is capable of Obliterating itself
and is capable of Brutality against itself,
Is Humanity then, not the cause of its Mortality?

Does Humanity not Hate it-Self for its affinity to not only Obliterate itself
but to Brutalize itself?
----to inflict suffering on itself and Create for itself torture,
 so complete that it could only Exist in the depths of the Self?
----in the depths of the Self of Consciousness
---that Self of Consciousness, that was, and is,
Aware of the Existence of Reality and the ability of Consciousness
to Choose that Reality or that Dream of Becoming.

How does Consciousness Choose to Create and Exist in that Dreamed, Created Existence?
How does it Feel?
Does it feel? 
I suspect it does.
Underneath all we Perceive we are and all we Perceive we have accomplished,
We Feel.
What do we Feel?
Is it that striving for a Unattainable Perfection?
Is it a frustrated longing for Wealth,
for Identity,
for the Power to Rule so as not to be Ruled?
---to de-humanize so as not to be de-humanized?

It all must have to do with dehumanizing.
And how do we DE-Humanize?
We DE-Humanize through Brutality.
We seem not to realize that those who are Brutal,
therefore have Obliterated
 not only that 'Otherness' they have remove from Humanity, but from their own Humanity,
----their own Humanity that has Destroyed their own Duality of Selfness and Otherness.
A Self that Obliterates and then needs to Brutalize that destruction of the Self of
Humanity,
---that DE-Humanizes the Self,
 for Self cannot be Self if not
Observed as Self,
and Witnessed as Self,
and then, Validated as Self,
 in the Selfness of the Self,
 in the Imaging of Duality in Duality.

No one who is Human could bring down the De-humanizing force of Brutality,
or of Violence,
or could, in any way, deprive any part or any piece of Humanity of their
Right to Choose,
without Dehumanizing the Self.
The Right to Choose is the Right to Exist in the Essence of Being Human
Consciousness Chooses.
We Exist in the Reality or Non-reality of that Choice.
There is no Division in Reality.
There is no loss of Entity.
There is no loss of Immortality.

Creation is the Process of Division.
There is no Entity in Creation
as Creation is a Whole that cannot stop the Process of Division
and always ends up a Whole Divided by its parts and pieces that are themselves
Divisions of Self and Otherness
that is not satisfied with Obliteration
but has Become the most Brutalizing Expressions of Power Creating Weakness
that has ever been Dreamed.

Post #375 "How Far From Reality? 2018"

What Divides our Created Existence from the Existence of Reality?

How many layers and levels of Perception are we really under?
How many Dreams?
and whose Dreams are they?
On how many Images do we attempt to find Survival? 

The thought of being under layers and levels of perceptions, alone feels heavy 

and cumbersome.

It feels oppressive.

It Creates victims who feel trapped and are trapped.
We have picked up and Exist on Dreams from the Past.
We don't even known how accurately they are remembered
or if they ever occurred  in the confusion we know as history.

 The Collective Remembrance updates and reflects the Collective Consensus at each level of history.
Consciousness Exists in the Timelessness of Existence,
consequently the Collective Memory is
not limited by Time
and is able to access the totality of stored information
and is included in the Collective Consensus.
Consciousness at each level adopts and adapts to the accumulated Perceptions of what
has Become its Past,
and to this Past, it adds its own present Perceptions
and to these its Dreams of the Future,
therefore we are affected by our expectations-------by our Dreams.
-------Each Dream struggles to Become Reality,
------each Dream of today, becomes our tomorrow.
Our life today already Existed in the Awareness of Consciousness
as it pondered the Choice
that determined its Existence in the Reality of Reality
 or in the Non-reality of its own Dreams,
as its work, its Creation,
Began to unfold at the first tick of Time
in the Abyss of Nothingness.

At each level there is an adjustment to the Dream, and hence,
to the struggle for Survival, than at the 'former Age' just passed or at the preceding level.
The Collective Consciousness has its altering current Dream but more so,
the same basic Dream on which all Dreams are built, since Consciousness became Aware.

The same basic Dream is the Dream of Immortality.
No matter how many levels have covered over, the original Dream,
the Dream of Consciousness,
the Dream to Create,
remains the same.
This Dream of Immortality is at the base of all we Dream, all we think, all
we do, and especially, all that we are.
The expressions of the Dream varies with all the Divisions of Creation and
as Time progresses, Becomes confused and hidden and mixed in with our Perceptions
of 'Good' and 'Bad' and
'Holy' and 'Sinful'.
However, each level through the process of Division, confuses the Dream
that becomes more and more confused as Time ticks on to its end.
Today, that original Dream has become so fragmented that Fear of Mortality
Exists in every aspect of Existence, only Perceived through abuse, slavery,
murder, and on and on, that allows the 'Self of Humanity' to imprison and
deprive the 'Other of Humanity' of its Identity as Human.
---as though through such malicious treatment of Other-than-Self,
we justify our Right to Rule,
we justify our Right to Supremacy,
we justify our Right to whatever we can claim through Inheritance,
through Inheritance that eliminates any Other-than-Self from any claims to any Rights.
---- All to allow and encourage the Adoration, the Worship, the raising to the status of
Godhead, that which is Evil.

The Dream Divides down as the parts and pieces of the Collective realize the
failure or realization of the Dream.
The Dream of each part and each piece is to somehow reach the pinnacle of the
symbolic pyramid of Power.
The Perception is that only here, is Survival.
The Perception is that only here, is Immortality.

The Perception is, that as God alone is Supreme and Sovereign in Rule Over All,
so is the One Surviving at the top of the Pyramid,----------ONE Over ALL.

The layers and levels of Perceptions we Exist under are certainly of our own making 

but more so of inherited Fears that take on so many different faces and facets.
Each Fear expresses itself in a Dream to Become the opposite in the hopes of removing
the Fear.
At every Fear and threat of Mortality, Consciousness Divides.
Consciousness Divides at accelerating rates as Fear manifests itself at every opportunity

As Time moves on its course of Dividing down to Extinction, the burden seems to become

heavier and more difficult to carry.

Our Existence, then, is an accumulation of the Perceptions of The Ages,

and on top of these, we add our own.
We Fear our Perceptions.
We live within our Perceptions, Creating new non-realities.

So, there are no more prevailing and determining Perceptions in the Collective Remembrance,
 than those formed by and through religion.
Religion's Perceptions remain in the Collect Memory unable to adjust to the accumulating
Perceptions that develope as the goal of Existence Becomes more frustrated.
To some, religion has been tried and found lacking in fulfilling the Promise of
Immortality.
Science proves itself through what is able to  be Witnessed.
Religion is unable to provide current Witness to its claims and so begins to feel
unreliable to today's cultures.
What science provides through Witness,
nullifies religion's claim to an unwitnessable theology of the Promise of Immortality
 to a generation that demands proof.

So------is it possible to Perceive freely or do our Perceptions simply rework

accumulated Perceptions?

Now it would seem that each Perception Creates its Image.

It would be impossible to count the myriad Images that have Existed and been worked over 

and over throughout history.

How can we separate out how we personally feel, think, act, or react?

Could we, if we had the chance, come up with our own, uninfluenced Perception

of who we are and what we are to do?

Could we, then, distinguish who we are from who we want to Be?

Maybe we would not be who we are if we could be unfettered from the suffocation 

of so many Perceptions that form the Images of our Existence.

Can we return to the Consciousness that Imaged it-Self into the Creation of Humanity?
Would not Humanity be present in its original form,
 all the way to its culmination of what Humanity has Become in its finality?
Would not Humanity be present in its 'Fullness'?
Would the 'fullness' of Humanity not be present to Consciousness before the Creation
of Time?
Would Time not be subservient to the Dream of Consciousness?
Would not Humanity, over all else of Creation, not be 'The Purpose of Creation'
in the First Place
-------in the Choice of Consciousness to Create?

Would it not be in Humanity that Consciousness placed its Dream for Immortality?
Will it not be in Humanity,
that the Dream of Consciousness fails,
as Humanity does everything possible to prevent its own Immortality?

How possible is it that Humanity could ever confront its own
attraction to Mortality?
How possible is it that Humanity could ever realize that it is not capable
of Observing,
that we are Existing in the Non-reality of our own Dream?
Who can realize that we Exist in Image,
from Image, from Image, from Image,
from Image, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>!?
Can we return to the Pre-creation and Pre-choice Awareness of the Duality of
Existence?
Can we grasp that what we have Created is Image and that we Exist in that Image?
In the Awareness of the Duality,
can we grasp, that as Consciousness, we have Collectively
Chosen to Create our Existence?
Can we grasp that as Humanity we are caught up into the Whole of a Dividing
Consciousness that is also caught up into the Duality of Existence?
Can we not remember that each of us as a part or a piece of Humanity is a cell of
Consciousness,
that Humanity and that each of us is Free to Choose Individually our
Existence?
Are we not Aware that not All parts and pieces of the Humanity of the Collective Consciousness
has Chosen to Create?
--------that there are a few parts and pieces that Choose to Exist in the Reality of 'Being',
that Choose to Exist in Reality?
------that are, even now,
merging into the Singularity of Self
as that Self emerges out of the womb of the Collective Consciousness,
and that that Singular Self Observes, Witnesses, and Validates the Singularity of Other?
-----And in Other Observes the encompassing Reality of Being,
 that has no knowledge of Image,
or Imaging,
or 'Becoming' that which it IS NOT.
This is the Singular Self that Exists in Observation of Singular Other
in the Entity
of Immortality.

Can we again, as Consciousness, be Aware of Reality and Creation?
AND KNOW THE DIFFERENCE?
We as Consciousness, Exist in the Duality of Existence,
and because of this Duality,
WE HAVE CHOICE.
The Choice causes Consciousness to Divide,
therefore Consciousness, as Existence itself, is Duality.
Consciousness can Choose!

Could we again experience the Awareness of Consciousness to the Duality 

of Existence it-Self?

--------and if we did, would we again stand at the emptiness of our Self,

in the throbbing emptiness of an expectant Existence awaiting our Choice?

----------now, let's reword this.

-------and if I did, would I again stand at the emptiness of Self, in the 

throbbing emptiness of the Duality of Existence that awaits my Choice?

Do I Perceive that expectant emptiness as emptiness,
or do I Observe that expectant emptiness 

as the fullness of 

a Reality that is far beyond my ability to grasp?

All Existence Awaits my Choice.

Do I Observe?

or

Do I Perceive
----do I Observe the Created Existence of Perception and Image made up by the 

uncountable parts and pieces of my-Self?

The Self that Chooses to Exist in Reality, moves backwards through Time,
confronting the Collective Perception of Humanity in that Time and Place.
That basic Fear,
the Fear of Mortality,
 is indeed basic to who we are, to what we do,
and to what we determine to be our goal.
We Fear Mortality and so we claw our way to Survival.
But in the entire history of Created Existence,
Mortality has not been overcome,
no matter the efforts of religion and science.

The story of Humanity is the story of the struggle to Survival
through the Creation of Mortality
------the Creation of Death!
We Kill to stay Alive.
We Compete for Existence.
We cannot escape Competition.
The struggle for Survival has made humanity Competitors,
no matter what form the Competition takes.
Competition is the act of (in some way) wiping out or 'beating' or removing what is
seen as the enemy to be destroyed.
THERE IS NO INNOCENT COMPETITION
We Compete because anything besides Self takes Essence from Self,
from Creation.
The Essence in Creation, in Humanity is POWER.
We Perceive the need of Power for Survival,
thus Self Perceives the need to gather all Essence into it-Self as protection
against the loss of its Power, the loss of the Essence of the it-Self.
Thus in Humanity, All Becomes Other,
that All Other can be removed and no longer be a threat to Survival of The One.

We Compete because we have no moral code.
In a world of Competition, there is no Right and Wrong.
Right is Survival,----by any means,
whatever aids the Survival of the Self is Right.
Whatever frustrates the Survival of Self is Wrong.
We live in an Existence that has no Idea of what is Truth.
Our Existence is Lie on top of Lie on top of Lie.
Children are very seldom taught, anymore,
not to Lie.

Competition is about winning and that's all that counts.
Competition takes the Self of Humanity and Divides the Self into Self and
Other-than-Self that Competition can declare one better than the Other.
Which ever Wins is Self and what ever loses is Other.
In Winning, Self takes Essence of Selfness from Other, Other, here is the Losing side
of Self, and accesses the Essence into it-Self that it-Self grows in Power,
the Power of Survival.

How far from Reality?
A Choice away!