Post #75 "Male-Female. God-Humanity"

Continuing the male/female dichotomy-----
As an attempt at survival, today's women imitate men as non-reality imitates Reality. This is the story of division at a basic level. This is the story of the desperation to survive. In the attempt to survive, women imitate men to prevent the loss of power, ultimately to prevent death. Imitation of men gives women an advantage often making them more appealing to men. The vulnerable seek protection of the strong/elite. But if a man would imitate a woman, he would appear demeaned and foolish. Men are flattered that women try to imitate them as this is further proof of their superiority. To be a loser is to represent weakness; to be considered feminine. This is our system of survival of the fittest that has determined the evolution of our creation. We reenact over and over again, the original drama; the first cause of our existence.....male to female as God to humanity as Reality to non-reality.

Here is where the Choice was made, to become that which we are not; to attempt to trade places with Reality. We raised a representative, an archetype, of all we hope to become. We raised this Collective Consciousness to the highest honor. This representation of ourselves was to be all that we hoped for and all that we dreamed of. We deified this representation of ourselves and for this occasion we created heaven. We named ourselves 'God' and placed ourselves in the heavens and in the churches, in governments, in arenas and on playing fields, in laboratories, on stages, on film and recordings, in business, and in finances, and way beyond all of these. This representative of ourselves, this archetype, this image of Reality, is the God of Creation. This God has taken many sizes and shapes. There are more images of this God that there are grains of sand. Our lives are directed by the creation and recreation of all our gods. The drama begins then, with the identity of the God of Creation and with all the gods we have conjured and served throughout all of our history.

Post #74 "Male/Female Dichotomy"

 This male/female dichotomy does not only apply to the gender division, but also applies to the male/female dichotomy that resides in humanity itself. As power devours, humanity's need for power determines what remains greatly limiting its capacity for altruism and especially compassion, which qualities, today, are almost nonexistent. These qualities have been drained and overcome by the need for power.

In all the struggles, wars and competitions that flowed through all the divisions that follow; religious, cultural, ethnic, racial, class, etc., the weakest position was and is determined through loss of power which is loss of masculinity. This loss provides food for the victor. The loser becomes meat for the hungry----the weakest being the one with the least power---the weakest always being compared to the most degraded of all divisions---the feminine. The side, position or person beaten into weakness, into submission is always the disgraced side that carries or is given the stigma of female. This is the shame, this is the status of shame that is given to anyone, male or female, defeated in any way; in any controversy, war, competition, or the like. This is the loss----the status of the masculine. Defeat forces one into the shameful position of being female or being compared to female. This one of shame, whether male, through loss of identity, or female through inheritance, is identified through a loss of masculinity/power, as a loss of substance. This one looses identity and respect. Consequently this person becomes only a nourisher and source of food. The lose of being creates energy. This energy is divisive and destructive; it is created through division and recreates itself over and over again according to its nature. The one of substance, the victor, having been fed the meat of victory, advances up the steps of Perfection, to becoming Perfect as God is Perfect---to becoming God. This dichotomy gives witness to the creation of creation, to the creation of image, to the creation of Non-reality. To who we are. To what we see as our purpose.

  

Post #73 "Male/Female Duality"

Of course, as we know, that of non-reality, that of 'nothingness', was insufficient when compared to Reality. But why would anyone think to compare non/reality or 'nothingness' to Reality? Yet this comparison of Non-reality to Reality is at the heart of this dissertation. It was this comparison that caused the dream and then the choice by Consciousness to become God. Here, all the futility began. Here the division became pronounced and obvious. It is with growing awareness that this choice of consciousness began to appear not as successful as dreamed and hoped for. The signs of failure are all around us and easily seen in our created world, our created universe. What have we done? Consequently, hunger, restlessness, and dissatisfaction are growing with each increment of existence. Amoeba, through the early levels of creation evolved and divided. Due to the driving and competitive need for strength, over compassion and brutality over tenderness, humanity developed strongest on its masculine side with predominantly male features in all ways: physically, psychologically, and socially. These male features were enhanced through eons of ritual, ceremony, contests, tributes, and games. The feminine side became weaker through the trials of childbearing, humiliation, abuse, and servitude. Today, even the feminine characteristics of the female are mainly undetectable as she gives in to the need for survival through betrayal of self. This evolution follows the plan of the time cycle of future to past. This was the plan that would fulfill the necessary steps to becoming God. This is becoming apparent today as we see the blending of sexual characteristics and gender roles emphasizing competitive and bullying characteristics.

Post #72 "Power/Weakness"

Reality-Entity. Non-reality-division. Division-duality
Continuing the duality of Good and Evil; humanity divided, for creation, by its nature, creates its own weakness. In duality, if there is power there must always be weakness; just as if there is 'up' there must be 'down', 'high'-'low', etc. Without weakness, how could there be Power? Without weakness, how could power ever be recognized as such? Humanity divided, male and female, for creation creates its own weakness that it may see and experience, and convince itself of its power. Each level or layer of creation is the story of the play of power on weakness. The position of power in creation has been referred to as male. In creation male assumes the prime position, the position of Reality, the position of God, the position of power, as opposed to female, to non-reality, to image, to weakness. All this division to complete the transference of humanity into God. Male, to be power, needed female to be weakness. How else would his power be recognized? The biblical Creation story from Genesis portrays female as being taken from the side of male, as being only a small section and consequently, the 'weakness' of male, the weak side of male, the side of male that would become weaker  and weaker through the layers of history to the final breakdown, the final breakdown which is the death of humanity. This weakness, this female, would succumb to and bring about, for male, the embarrassment and scourge of sin, the curse of sin, the curse of evil, the curse of death. Generations of evolution have insured female weakness. Female was conceived in weakness and was programmed for weakness through sexuality. Female was never intended to be anything but the weakness, the image of male, that would allow male to assume to become God. Male-God. Female-humanity.

post #71 "Staging Nothingness"

The staging for the drama of the existence of Non-reality/Nothingness continues. On this stage, the stage of "Nothingness", evil rose and took many shapes and forms. Evil was and is necessary for the transition of "Nothingness" into reality, of becoming God. On many levels and on many layers this drama had to be acted out over and over. Bringing about this transition was no easy thing. The staging must take place during all the increments of Time, and in every tiny piece of matter that was ever created. The dream was so nebulous, so fragile. The dream needed to be fed. But where would we find food since we live within our own creation, within our own dream, within our own image? We could only feed off ourselves. This is why we divided so that there would always be food. We divided, first of all into two-male and female, from here we divided into many, many divisions, many classes, many sects, much diversification. We became many peoples and we raged at each segment of the process of the division that best describes creation. There would be those who would eat and those who would become their food. It is all we could do, really! It is often called survival of the fittest. Humanity needs to be fed. Humans are hungry and crave food, especially human meat, for here is where the real nourishment is. We eat all that we feel lacking in ourselves and find in someone else, quite like cannibalism. Dreaming, desiring, and choosing what to become that which we are not, is the birthing place of evil.

Post #70 "What Did We Create?"

For six days we created and on the seventh day we rested in our heavenly, patriarchal kingdom. We divided, thereby creating male and female, for we do not know entity, thereby giving birth to strength and vulnerability. Then we saw that all we had created was "Good" because it made us feel that we were accomplishing our dreams and imaginings. We felt we were coming closer and closer to that Reality we so desired. We could not, however, be completely unaware of Reality. We feared Reality for the sin we committed. This was the side of darkness, the side of the deception. Our explanation of this was 'sin'. This was the side that knew what we really were; that knew we were image. Worse than that, we chose to annihilate Reality. Could we really hope to pull off this deception? Could we really hope to become Reality? Could we really hope to hide from Nothingness-from the Abyss? How could we ever hide from all our fears? Could we really hope to hide from Reality? We became the God of Creation, the God we created, but this God failed us. It is obvious our plan is not working. Our world is morally and physically sick and on the edge of destroying itself. This other side-this failure-this darkness, was our shame. We realized and realize this shame would always be with us. This was our other side, the side of us that knew that we could never be Reality. Reality IS. Reality cannot be created. There lies deep within humanity the desire to become God. Have we become God? Just what have we created? What about our dream? What about our desire? What about our Choice to create and become God? Just what have we created??????????????? We realized and we realize, with great horror, that we have created Evil.

Post #69 "Finding reality-Becoming God"

Studies of ancient cultures show that these people found 'reality' not by their own actions but by doing what they considered to have already been done by some transcendent reality. Life, then, was cyclical and based on constant repetition. Today we would classify these actions as rites and ceremonies. The purpose being to bring about a reality by performing a prescribed action. It could be seen as "if we do this, then this will occur". These ancients thought that if a chosen person imitated a god and did what they thought the god would do, then that person was the God.

Our long-standing tradition of believing that we become God by doing what God does is our reality. But what we consider reality is non-reality. We thought that by building walls we could become Reality by becoming like Reality, but by becoming reality as we saw it. We dreamed that we could take the place of Reality. We create the most powerful positions that we can dream in the hope of playing the role of that which we dream to become. We created our own pseudo-reality because we hoped we could defeat the darkness. We feared that in darkness we would fall into the abyss. We feared that we would fall into the void of pre-creation for the void of pre-creation is always with us. Because we feared the darkness, we created light. We saw the light as 'good'. We knew that our creation would begin and end in Nothingness. To defeat Nothingness, we created Time. We needed Time so that when we failed we could begin over again and again, day by day, week by week, generation by generation, each increment an admission to failure. Each increment an attempt to begin over once again. "Maybe, just maybe, this time we can get it right and accomplish our dream." For this very reason of the need to begin over again and again, we created Death. Because we feared emptiness and despair, we created Place. We needed a Place that we could gather all our pieces together and appear to be whole as Reality is whole as in entity. We divided the waters from the land and saw that it was 'good'. We needed a very special place worthy of our aspirations in which to admire and praise, to acknowledge and reward our accomplishments, proving to ourselves that all was working according to our dreams. We created kingship and titles of esteem that demanded homage and reverence to divide the elite from the commonality/masses to prove our worthiness for there cannot be Power without weakness. Our kingship demanded kingdoms in which to dwell in exalted states. We dreamed that special place of magnificence, that dwelling place of God, and named it Heaven.

.......to be continued as all blogs unfold from each other