Post #125 "Violence to Death"

Loss leads to violence and ultimately to death. This theme runs through our stories, our religion, our nursery rhymes, our lore. We are people of violence. We are people of death. Through our violence we create our death. We can't help it. It is who we are. (If this all seems depressing, this writing is a search for Truth. It is not a self-help). We influence the great void, the abyss of precreation. Creation does not eradicate the void. The void is ever present. Intelligence tried escaping the void through creation. This did not work and caused increased agitation in the abyss. The void is from inside out and outside in and constantly pulls creation into itself. Science would  call the agitation, energy, especially black energy. The reverse is also true. Intelligence also influences the void. If Intelligence experiences frustration and violence, the void also reacts as such. The vibrations of violence and death are part of creation, so creation influences and is influenced. Through vibration and energy, all the tremors of all-times, of violence, are detectable in nature and in humanity. Here, Time becomes non-existent as Time is nebulous. It is possible to feel and experience the effects of occurrences and disturbances from any time in history. Depression and anxiety from another time in history can cause anxiety and depression in people today. Whether we are aware of it or not, a war in another part of the world can cause us sleeplessness and anxiety. These same energies often permeate Time and allow a glimpse into the past or future, if only for an instance..... like that glimpse of someone from out of the past in the corner of your eye, or the smell of flowers in dead winter or the unexpected whiff of a cigar or a special brand of perfume from long-gone memories.....the past and future are always with us. Time is now.

Violence is always with us. It is in all our stories...... We dream. We desire. We choose. Our choice is ultimately to become God. (See post #19). We strive to be perfect as God is perfect. We fail. Now, as Lucifer and Adam, we must leave the presence of God. It's our choice. We can and do however, recreate God. The God we create is the God of Creation, but this God is not the Reality. The Reality has been blocked by the walls of our creation. We have created only the facsimile. We failed. We fail. And we know we fail. We are frustrated! We stir the energy of our timeless world and the energy of pre-creation. We stir the energy of our present world and the energy of the void of pre-existence. It;s only a matter of Time and as we know, Time is nebulous and really doesn't exist at all.

Violence! Loss! Loss of name, place, status, identity, and substance. Lucifer, Adam and ourselves no longer exist in Reality. Lucifer is no longer God's right-hand angel in heaven, and Adam and Eve no longer walk and talk with God in a Garden. Agitation. Frenetic stirring. Heat. Water. The release of atoms. Atoms smashing, colliding, dividing. Time vibrates...its first pulse. Matter vibrates into shapes, like earth, planets, universes. Intelligence roots in humanity. Humanity divides down...male and female. Humanity. No name. No place. No status. No identity. And no substance. The choice is still ours.......Reality or Non-reality?