Post #263 "Confusing Self with Other"

Where does the idea of God enter Consciousness ?
Being that Consciousness is awareness of Self and Other,
the idea of God would enter Consciousness either as an Observation of Reality
 or as a Perception of Creation.
Because 'God' seems to be a developing thought and a historical Process,
'God' would be seen as 'Becoming' rather than 'Being'.
Because humanity is a process of 'Becoming', as in 'Becoming' Perfect,
God is humanity's Dream of Becoming.
Humanity's Dream of Becoming is expressed as 'God', as 'God' is expressed as
Perfection.
 

It would be through Self's Perceptiom of Self or Self's Perception of Other,
that the idea, the Dream of Becoming 'Beyond', or 'Vaster than', or incomprehensable,
Became the Dream of God.
The Idea or the Dream of God, when entering history, became expressed in ownership.
God, as Creator, owned all He Created.
 Through Ownership, the idea of God was further expressed in Identity, through titles, in and through the crowns of papacy and kingship.
These titles were confered on kings by the representative of God on earth, the pope,
hence all titles and authority came from God.
Identity was based on relationship to God.
Perfection was seen as achieved in authority, and only God was seen
and is seen as ultimate Authority.
All  Authority was, and still is,
seen as coming from or developing from the idea of God,
from the idea that survival lay in 'beyondness' and 'vastness', and in 'incomprehendableness.

God is all about achieving Perfection and Perfection is all about Power',
for Power is Essence and Essence is Power.
Power is survival.
Power is attained by feeding off  'Others', ----the masses, the vulnerable.

God is the Image of Perfection,
consequently God is the Image of humanity's
Perception of Self having achieved the Dream of Perfection.

Image is not an exact reproduction of Reality,
as the projected information that creates the Image,
passess through the abyss of Nothingness,
passes through and becomes the Essence of Non-reality,
 as Reality exists and as Non-reality equally exists,
-------Non-reality imaging Reality.

There is Reality and there is the Reality of Non-reality.
Creation is the reality of Non-reality and exists as such.
Creation is real only to and in it-Self.
Creation is not Real to Reality.
Creation is not an exact duplicate.  

As Creation is the Image of Reality, the Image would be the reverse of Reality.

Ex. what is light to Reality would be darkness to Creation. and the reverse.

God is Perception,

but of what----

of Self or of Other?

Self negates the Other of Reality.

Why?

Does the Other of Reality seem to be 'beyond',

seem to be vast,

seems uncomprehendable?
Is God not described as 'beyondness', as 'vastness', as 'incomprehendable'? 
God is Perception.
God is not Observable.
Of what?
Do we see what we Perceive as 'good' as Self?
Is this what we consider Self?
Is evil what we see as defining Other?
Do we Perceive Other as evil?
Is what is not Self or of Self negative, as opposed to positive?
Is Positive energy what benefits us or as what works for us or our cause?
Do we provide the labels that define good and evil, consequently what defines Self and Other?
Do we try to incorporate what we admire into out Self,
 and try to eliminate what we dislike or disassociate our from our-Self,
---- from what we feel diminishes us,
thereby destroying our Essence of Self?

Is this not how we create God?
We see all that works for our survival as 'Good' including our-Selves.
We are 'good' for our-Self.
If God is our Dream of Pefection,
God is 'Good'.
In fact, God is very 'Good'.
God is the Perfection of 'Goodness'.
Why?
Because God controls life and death?
Because God is Infinite and holds the keys to Infiniteness?
Because we are all about survival?
------our own survival?
Because we Dream of Becoming what Consciousness eliminated-----
Consciousness eliminated the Other of Reality.
Consciousness eliminated Reality, and in Creation, we lost Entity and Infiniteness!!

Then, even though the terms 'beyond', and vast, and incomprehendable are used to
describe 'Otherness', the reversing Perception of Creation, confuses Other with Self.
We desire to eliminate that which we Dream and Desire to Become?
Why?
Is it because only in the elimination of what we desire can we truly possess and Become what
we Dream?
Can we only truly possess the magnificent stag of the forest by killing it?
We can't be Self without Other.
Self cannot and is not able to exist Infinitely in it-Self in what it has Created.










 

Post #262 "Why Does Self Need Other?"

Does Self need Other?
What happens to Self when Other has been annihilated?
Who, but Self, would Desire to annihilate Other?
Who, but Self, could annihilate Other?
If Self needs Other, why would Self Desire to Obliterate Other?

Self blocks the Other of Reality and then, creates Other within  and out of itself.

This seems rather strange.

Obviously, Self needs Other to Become Self.
The collective Self does not Choose the 'To Be' of Reality.

The Collective Self Dreams of 'Becoming'.
The state of 'Becoming' cancels out the state of 'Being'.
Existence therefore, is a Choice between two states of existence,
that of 'Being' and that of "Becoming'.
 

What is Consciousness Dreaming to Become?----
----if Reality is Self and Other, the Image of Reality is also Self and Other.
Because Creation is the Image of Reality,
Consciousness Creates within it-Self what it Dreams Reality to Become.
The Dream, thereby cancels out Reality and replaces it with the Image of Reality.
As Reality holds within it Self and Other, the image/Creation also must hold within
it-Self, Self and Other.

Within Creation,
Self is an Image of Self,
and Other, is the Image that Self Perceives Other to Become.
In a sense, when Consciousness removes it-Self from Reality and the state of Being,
Consciousness does not Really Exist but Becomes its Dream.
This nebulousness, is why Creation does not Really exist, but flashes in and out of existence.
   

If Reality is Self and Other, whatever Self Dreams of Becoming would have to come

from Other,
as Consciousness is Awareness of Self and Other .

Is Self uncomfortable with Self and so, looks to Other?

Is Self uncomfortable with Other?

The Collective Consciousness certainly seems to be uncomfortable with Self and Other.

How could the Collective Consciousness be comfortable with it-Self when, through Choice,

it has broken it-Self into many parts and pieces?----

----each part and each piece having Choice as part of Collective Consciousness,
but also as an individual part.

The uncomfortableness of the Collective must also exist, then, in each individual part as

each part Chooses as Collective and as individual.

Its all in the break-down caused by the process of division which is the action of creation.

The action of Consciousness  is Choosing.

The action of Creation is Division.

Creation exists by Breaking it-Self down into many parts and pieces.

Creation gives birth by Dividing it-Self into more parts and pieces.
Each part and piece a part of Self that fears annihilation.
When these parts and pieces, Choose independently,
what was Self divides down,
again repeating the process of division, and Self divides into Self and Other.
This Other-of-Self now becomes a threat to the survival of Self,
and in this sense,
Becomes enemy.  

Creation divides it-Self to its death.
In this sense, every birth is a death.

Creation is a process of Division.

The incremental Division is Self divided into Self and Other, over and over again

until nothing remains.
Self divides it-Self down into Self and the Other-of-it-Self, thereby creating its own
enemy out of it-Self.
Basically, in Creation, there is no Real Other.
Anyone or anything considered Other is a part or a piece of Self.

 Self creates Other out of it-Self for the purpose of survival.

In Creation, Self cannot exist without Other,
as Self feeds off of Other.

But--this 'Other'. is not the 'Other of Reality', which is Infinite Entity, but is 'Other' of Self.

Basically, then, Self destroys a part of it-Self to birth Other out of it-Self.

 

In a sense, by making a part of Self, Other than it is,
Self is greatly affected by the loss of it-Self.

Self Becomes Aware that it has lost a part of it-Self to creating Other.----

Does this make Self angry?

Does Self hate it-Self for dividing?
Does Self hate Other?

Does Self hate that Other that was taken from itself?
Does Self hate that Self lost a part of it-Self in birthing Other?
Does Self feel the need to repossess its lost parts-----
its lost Essence.
 

Does Self feel diminished from division, not only of itself into Self and Other-of Self,

but also feel diminished from the division of Consciousness into all those parts

and pieces?
Certainly, Self fears the loss of its Essence that is now seen to appear in the Other.
Other has what Self should have!
Other has taken the very Essence of Self's life for it-Self---
the other-of-Self, now Becoming the Self of the Other.

Certainly, Self fears annihilation from all the layers of Division that leaves it-Self so

confused, so fearful, so small and insignificant.

Self 's existence seems very fragile and indefinite.
and rightly so.

Would it not seem, then, that the thoughts and concerns of Self would be, above all,

for survival?

-------for survival, firstly, for it-Self,

and then, possibly, for survival of the Collective Consciousness as the whole,

the sum total of its many, many parts and pieces, that continues to divide at ever increasing rates

of division that are many multiples of itself over the course of history.

 Of course, the Collective is made up of Self and Other------
all kinds of Self and all kinds of Other.

But what kinds of Self are Self and not Other?
Does Self exists alone?
Does Self, then, not fear the Collective?
Self attempts to make up for the alone-ness of Self by creating groups of like Essence
 

At each division, the Collective it-Self, each individual part of it-Self,
feels the effects of division,
because creation is the process of creation.

Whatever is created enters the process and becomes it-Self through the division of birth-parts,

through separation of it-Self from its birth parents,
 to bringing about the death of its parents,
that become Other at the point of individual Choice.
The Self then forms groups with Others that attempts to Become a larger Self,
all for the purpose of survival.
The group of 'Selves' survives until individuals make Choices that serve Self,
thereby, making the group 'Other'.
 

 Self emerges and the group becomes Other----a whole group of 'Others'.
How does Self rid it-Self of an-Other-than-it-Self, Self?
How does Consciousness rid it-Self of Other of Reality?
How does Consciousness rid it-Self of Reality?
How does Consciousness bring about its Choice to Become?
Can and does Consciousness destroy Reality?
OF COURSE NOT!
Reality IS!
'What Is' cannot Become 'What Isn't!'
Something must change,
but it is not Reality!

What can Consciousness do to be rid of Reality?
Answer: Consciousness Creates a pseudo-existence outside of Reality.
Consciousness Creates the Image!
The Dream of Becoming supplies the Image.
The Image, as Image cannot sustain.
Time is created and begins ticking.
 Time records the Image from its beginning to its end.

The Image must be projected onto a reflecting surface----
Place, called earth, called universe, called cosmos, is created.
Place provides the reflecting surface for projection
Place is determined by whatever Consciousness can Dream.
Consciousness is confined to within its own Dreaming.

The Image is projected and the parts and pieces fall into groups of likeness,
that become Self for a while in Time and then become Other.
The stage is set
The dream begins.
The clock beats the first second, the first hour, the first day, the first year, the first millenium,
the second, the third, the----------------------------.........


 

 

 

 

Post #261 "The Destruction of Other"

The Self of Consciousness is Aware of Self.

The Self of Consciousness is Aware of Other.

In Reality, there is Self and Other.

Self and Other Exist in Reality.

Consciousness Chooses,

for Choosing is what Consciousness does.

 

The Self of Consciousness Chooses the existence of Other,

for it-Self but not for Reality.

This Choice only affects Other for Self,

as Other exists in Reality

Will Other exist as Other for Self?

This is the Choice.

 

The 'Other' of Reality is in total Essence of its 'Otherness'.

Meaning that in Reality, Other is Infinite Entity.

This is the Other that Observes, Witnesses, and Validates the Selfness of Self,

which is the Essence of Self as Self, in its own Entity and Infiniteness.

 

Other Exists!

In Reality, Other exists.

If the Self of Consciousness Chooses to annihilate Other,

Self also annihilates Reality.

When the Self annihilates Reality, the Self creates another existence.

In this created existence there is only Self.

Self Creates!

Self Dreams

and out of its Dreams, Self Desires.

Self Desires To Become Other than it is

 In Self's Choice to annihilate Other,

Self Becomes Other.

So that within Self, there is Self of it-Self and Other of it-Self.

Self Divides it-Self into parts and pieces of it-Self that it may survive.

Very basically----Self cannot survive without Other.

Self cannot be Self is there is no Other.

Self cannot define it-Self if there is no Other by which to define it.

Without Other, Self cannot identify Self and claim its Essence as Self.

 

To be Self, there must be the Essence of Self that Identifies Self.

In Reality, Self is Self because it fully contains the Essence of Selfness,

as Other is fully Other because Other is the Essence of Otherness.

In creating, Consciousness Divides it-Self into parts and pieces of it-Self

for it-Self to exist, Consciousness needs the Essence of Self and the Awareness of the

Essence of Otherness.

 

In Dividing, Self no longer is or resembles the Self of Reality,

because the Self of Reality is Entity.

The Self of Reality is Infinite.

The divided Self of Conscioiusness is the Self of Creation.

The divided Self is in many, many parts and pieces of it-Self.

This Self continues to divide as Time moves on through history.

As this divided Self continues dividing,

the Essence of Selfness also divides

and the struggle for survival intensifies

to the frantic and desperate pulse of today's world.

 

In Creation, then, Self drains Self as Self divides and struggles against it-Self,

for Other is not the Other of Reality but is the Other of its-Self.

Self creates Other out of its-Self for survival.

Self creates Other-of-Self to provide Essence to be it-Self.

Essence is transferable.

Essence can be lost,

and Essence can be amassed, it can be stockpiled.

It has been and is hoarded, traded and stolen.

 

We all know how the loss of Essence feels.

We experience it daily.

We feel drained------what are we drained of ?

We are drained of the Essence of Selfness

and we look to Other to restore our-Self.

 

We do not exist independently.

We are, through Choice, a part or a piece of the Collective Consciousness.

We have Chosen to be here with all the parts and pieces of many Selves,

all striving for survival in a comparing and competing existence,

all searching for, grabbing for, conniving for, hating and killing, for the Essence

of life, the Essence of Selfness.

We create Other out of our-Self that we may devour the Essence of Self that we

conveniently create out of the Other of Self for existence.

 

We are what we create our-Self to Become.

We create Other out of our-Self that its Essence may be devoured as food,

as Essence is transferable.

We live in a creation that says, "I want my own Essence plus your Essence.

I want All Essence, for Essence is what it is all about.

Its all about what I possess,

who I am,

and how much of you I control".

Its all about Essence.

Its all about how much of my-Self I can create into Other until I am exhausted

and totally out of Essence and there is no more Other to where I can go.

 

So we have Choice.

We may say it begins with Consciousness as we are a part of Consciousness.

The Choice is that some, probably just a few, will opt out of the Collective

Consciousness.

These Selves will Choose to Observe rather that to Perceive what is Reality from what

is creation----the Image.

As Consciousness, we all are caught up in the Collective

but through Choice can emerge.

 

These not only can emerge from the Collective,

 but Must emerge.

For those Choosing to Emerge, there is no plan,

no blueprint, nothing to sign up for, no purchase price,

and nothing to join.

 

Its just the Choice.

If the Choice to remain in Reality is made, there is nothing more to do

for your Gods will come down,

for all that was Worshipped will be Observed as it is

 and not as Perceived to Become.

When Worship of Becoming is removed there is no longer a need to create

Other out of Self as the Other of Reality will exist with the Self of Reality.

 

Its lonely--- emerging from the Collective.

and the Collective is not welcoming,

as those who Perceive are not comfortable with

those who Observe,

for those who Observe, Observe What Is and do not Perceive What Will Become.

 

The destruction of the Other of Reality results in the destruction of Self.

Self cannot annihilate, remove, ignore, banish, abuse, kill, or destroy Other

without destroying Self.

Without Reality, Self creates Other out of it-Self.

Other Becomes the sacrificed Self that provides the food,

the Essence for Self to survive.

 

Humanity divides it-Self into Self and Other:

into Male and Female

into Native and Stranger

into Rich and Poor

into Ruler over the Masses

All caught up in the Process of Division that is the action of that which is created

and does not exist in Reality

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Post #260 "Is God 'Self' or 'Other'?"

How does Self see God?

Where does Self see God----

in Reality or in Creation?

Is God Self

or is God Other?

Does God contain the Essence of Self or

does God contain the Essence of Other?

Does Self make God what God Is or

does Other make God what God Is?

 

God has everything to do with Good and Evil.

Good and Evil has everything to do with God.

In Reality, Self is Self and Other is Other in Entity and Infinitness.
In Reality, there is no possibility for Good and Evil.
Good and Evil emerge out of Creation.
Then, if there is the God of Creation, does God Create Good and Evil?

Does Good and Evil emerge out of the Choice of Consciousness to annihilate the
Other of Reality?
Does Good and Evil emerge out of the Choice of Consciousness to Perceive
rather than to Observe?
Is there Good or Evil in Consciousness Perceiving Other, not as Entity, but as a part
or a piece of it-Self?
Could and can Other be left to exist outside of Self?
Can Other be seen as Other independently of Self?
 

Could there be Evil without Good?

Could there be Good without Evil?

By questioning if one could exist without the other,

are we not implying good and evil as comparisons.

 each determined by the other?

Ex.: 'Good can only be good when compared to the opposite,

to evil.

And evil can only be determined evil in comparison to good.

How could good be good and not just the way things are, without the comparison

to evil?

How much good is good?

More or less cannot be determined unless put up against its opposite.

Ex.: Male and female.

Male would not be male if female were not the comparison,

nor would hot be hot if not compared to cold.

 

So, back to God.

Where does God come into the Self and the Other of Reality?

In Reality, there is no comparison.
Consequently, in Reality there is no competition.
Consequently, in Reality there is no hatred, no greed, no annihilation
of that which is Other.
In Reality, there is no need for fighting, killing or war.

Self and Other Exist as Self and Other,

-----Self out of Self's Essence of Selfness and Other out of Other's Essence of Otherness.
Self is Entity.
Self is Infinite.
Other is Entity.
Other is Infinite

It seems the only possible way for God in Reality, is either the created facade

of Self or the created facade of Other.
The only possible way is through imitation, through the Creation of an Image.

The Other of Reality is totally removed from Creation, thereby God must be from

some interpretation or, possibly, the Image of the Self of Consciousness.

Is Self the image of the Self of the Collective Consciousness that has become

divided through its Choice?

The Self of the Collective Consciousness is multiple as Consciousness Divides down
over and over again,
each part and each piece growing smaller and smaller at each increment of division,
yet each part and piece holding within it-Self the full reproduction/image  of the Self
of Reality.
The many parts and pieces of Self of the Collective compare Self to Other,
as Consciousness and in created, meaning imaged, pseudo-reality
The many parts of Self of the Collective compete.
Each part and each piece struggles for survival within the Collective.
Each part and piece struggles to hold its Essence, its Identity within it-Self.
Essence is Identity and Essence insures Identity.
Identity provides security against annihilation.
But, Essence is interchangeable, and therefore greatly sought after.
Who can amass the greatest amount of Essence-----by any means----???
What are the emotions that allow for comparing and competing in the Collective?--
for the struggle for the Essence of life, the Essence of survival?
----hatred?
-----jealousy?
-----anger?
And what do these emotions cause?----
----fighting?
----destruction?
-----war?
Seems this would be where Good and Evil,
Grace and Sin come in.
So this is where we must look to find God.
Here, in Creation.
The question remains -------
Is God Self or Other?





 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Post #259 "Self is Self and Other is Other"

The Essence of Self is Self.

The Essence of Other is Other.

Self of Reality is Entity.

Other of Reality is Entity.

Self of Reality is Entity means that Self is Self and is not Other.

There is no Other in Self.

Other of Reality is Entity means that Other is Other and is not Self.

There is no Self in Other.

 

In Creation, Self Desires Other to complete it-Self, as Self is not Entity.

Self seeks Entity through Other.

Self seeks Entity as the means to Infiniteness,

for what is Entity has no beginning and therefore, no ending.

Entity is of Reality, meaning Entity IS.

Entity Is and will not 'Become' what it 'Is Not'.

 

 Consciousness of Self, is Self Aware of Self.

Self recognizes its Selfness through the Observation of Other.

The Other of Reality Observes Self as Self through Otherness.

Other, by being Other, Witnesses Self's Selfness.

As Self accepts the Observation of Other to its Selfness, Self accepts it Entity

and Infiniteness.

Self Is Self through the Observation, Witness, and Validation of Other,

therefore Other Identifies Self as Self, that Self can Be Aware of it-Self

as Self, in Reality.

This Self of Reality IS what it IS because it has accepted the Observation, Witness, and

Validation of its Selfness by Other.
Self accepts its Selfness through the Validation of Selfness by Other.
 

In Reality there is only Self and Other, consequently, there is no other Other to accept

Self as Self.

It is only as Self is Aware of Self, that Self can Be Aware of Other.

As Self is Aware of Self, Self Observes Other as Other and in Observing, Witnesses

its Self as Self and Other as Other.  

 

Through Validation of Self as Self by Other, Self accesses its Essence, that is,

Self's Identity.

Self knows it-Self as Self. 

Because of Other, Self can know it-Self, through it-Self, by it-Self, and in it-Self.

 

Self Is Self and Other Is Other because the Essence of Self Is Self
and the Essence of Other Is Other.
Essence is in no way interchangeable in Reality.
In all ways, Self Is Self.
Because Self Is, Self remains.
There is no Past or Future in Reality as Time does not exist in Reality.
In its Essence, Self is totally Self, complete in its Self, in no way Desiring Essence from Other.
Self and Other Existing in Reality, each as Infinite Entity.

However, there is Choice.
Consciousness Chooses To Be or To Become.
Creation is the effect of the Choice to Become.
'Becoming' moves outside of the Reality of 'Being'.
'Becoming' is process.
'Becoming' is the process of beginning to ending,
of birth to death.
As Consciousness  Chooses 'Being' or Becoming, Consciousness Divides.
Consciousness Divides into parts and pieces because of Choice.
Consciousness Chooses Reality or Begins to remove Reality.
Consciousness Chooses out of Awareness of Self to Self and Self to Other.

Self is Aware of Self.
Does Self accept Self's Essence of Self?
Does Self accept Self as Self Is?
What happens to Self when Self is Aware of Other?
Can Self Observe Self as Self Is,
or does Self begin to Dream of it-Self accessing the Essence of Other?
Does Self Dream of somehow 'Becoming' Other through accessing or absorbing Other's
Essence?
Does Self somehow Desire the Essence of Other to exist as one,
not as Other,
 but as Self containing both the Essence of it-Self and of Other?
Does Self Desire the Essence of Other?

In history,
Does Self desire the possessions of Other?
In history,
Does Self Desire the Identity of Other?
In history,
Does Self Desire to take Authority over Other,
to make Laws, rules, and Commandments to absorb and take over the Essence
of Other?
To bring the Essence of Other into it-Self as food to nourish and sustain that which brought
about Creation, established Time, Place, and Matter, to fulfill its Dream of Becoming? 

Where is Reality?
It remains in Self, in the Essence of Self,
and in Other, in the Essence of Other.
Only in the Entity of Self, in total possession of Selfness and
only in the Entity of Other, in total possession of Otherness
is there Infinity.














 

 

 

 

 

  

 

Post #258, "What Makes Me What I Am?"

What makes me what I am?

What makes you what you are?

What makes Self what Self is?

What is that quality of identification that defines Self?

By what does Self know Self?
And by what does Self know that which is not Self?

How is Self Aware of Self from Other?

 

In Awareness, Self has Choice.

Self Chooses what makes Self Self and what makes Other Other,

OR,

Self Chooses what Makes Self Self and Chooses not to be Aware of Other.
Self Removes Other.from Awareness.

Choice: Self is Aware of Self and Other.

Self and Other Exist.

Self and Other exist Singularly.

Self and Other exist Singularly as individual, independent Entity.

Self and Other Exist

Self and Other ARE.

Self and Other do not exist to Become what is not.

Self does not Desire To Become Other.

Other, obviously, does not Desire to Become Self

because if so, Self and Other would become terribly confused as to who or what each

Is.

Choice: Self Chooses what makes Self Self, and Chooses to not be Aware of Other.
Self is Aware of Self.
Self denies Other.
Only Self exists.
Self Desires Other's Essence to be Validated as Self
Self therefore, needs Other to be Self
Self divides Self and in it-Self, creates Self and Other, out of Self.
Thereby, Self violates it-Self and Looses the Self and Other of Reality,
and creates out of it-Self a reality of Image.
Self Looses Self and Looses Reality.
Self Creates Self-of-Self and Self Creates Other-of-Self.
Self-of-Self and Other-of-Self Become Images,
----become Pretense of what was and create 'Becoming'.
in creating 'Becoming/Future', Time beats its first tick
Creation is in Process.
Creation has begun----
and Creation will end.
 

It would seem that there must be some intangible unidentifiable 'something'

that identifies Self and Other and is yet, interchangeable and is capable

of altering identity.

This 'something' is Essence.

Essence is the quality of Identity.

Identity has everything to do with Awareness.

Consciousness is Aware.

Consciousness Chooses, for Choosing is the action of Consciousness.

Consciousness Chooses.

Therefore 'What does Consciousness Choose'?

 

Consciousness Chooses its Identity.
This Identity can only be from it-Self and Other.
This Identity can only be from Awareness of Self and Other.
Obviously, we can only approach this for understanding, from the perspective of Self.
Self knows Self through self-awareness.
Self does not have self-awareness of Other.
Self, therefore, is Aware of Other either through Observation or Perception.
Observation or Perception of Other is through Self.
How does Self Observe or how does Self Perceive?
As this is Choice, there must be a Divided out-come.
Consciousness must Divide it-Self over its action of Choosing.
There must be parts of Consciousness that Choose to Observe and parts of  Consciousness
that Choose to Perceive.

We can see from this how Identity presents itself.
Is Self an Observer or is Self a Perceiver?
Do we Observe in some cases and perceive in some others?
Are we Observers or are we Perceivers?
Do we see things as they are, or do we see things through our-Self.
In other words, not as it is, but as we see it.
-----or, it is not as it is, but as Self see it.
All this is Identity, and way outside of our way of seeing, not what is, but what we
interpret it to be,
-----by the way---this is way beyond the science of genetics and environment.

What makes us what we are?
Better yet, what makes us what we Desire to Become?
Other has everything to do with what we desire and what we desire to become.
It is only Other that provides an alternative.
If we are not Self or content with being Self, we can only look to Other for---------------
For What??
For what Other is or Other has that we do not.
Basically this is a feeling that we, that Self is not what we Desire to Be.
So we Desire To Become.
We Desire to Become what Other Is or Desire what Other has.
What Other has is the Essence of Otherness.
Self Desires the Essence of Otherness to Become the fulfillment of its Dreams
and Desires
Being that the fulfillment of Desire can only occur in a through a process, again, the
tick of Time, beginning that it may end, a beginning driving itself to its ending.
That which desires removes the 'To Be' of Reality, of Observation,
and Creates a dimension that begins and ends seeking a fulfillment. not of What Is but of What may be-------creating a dimension that can only be Perceived through Dreaming and Desire.

Self Dreams and Self Desires, not To Be what it Is ,
but To Become what it Is Not.
What we Perceive, we tend to bring into our Awareness of and with our-Self.
We seek to be 'one' with whatever seems related in any way to our 'Process of achieving what we Perceive as Perfection.
If someone or something suggests a step to Perfection, Self Desires unity with it.
Self seeks to absorb it into it-Self.
Self Desires it, Self Dreams of possessing it.
Yet this Perceived source of Perfection is not seen in Self but in Other. Self seeks Other
to fulfill its Perception of it-Self.
Self seeks to absorb the Essence of Other.
The absorption of the Essence of Other is Perceived by Self as necessary for Perfection.
Essence is the source of Power, the source of Energy to achieving Perfection.
What Self fears and Desires in Other is the Essence of what is Perceived as Perfection.
Self Perceives Perfection and then fears the Essence of Other as possessing more that it-Self.  

Does this Desire make Other a friend or an enemy?
So far, Desire has made many enemies,
and if it would make a friend, it would be of short duration, lasting only until Other was emptied
of the Desired Essence and this would be absorbed by Self into Self.
Other would be Annihilated as is Reality.
After all, only 'One' can be Perfect, because we all really know that Perfection only exists in comparison.



































 

 

 

 

 

 



Post #257, "God, My Higher Self"

There is Awareness of Self.

There is Awareness of Other.

Consciousness as Self Chooses To Be or To Become.

To Be is Awareness through Observation.

To Become is Awareness through Perception.

In Awareness through Perception, Self Chooses to Perceive Other, not as  Singular, but

as a part or piece of Self.

Self Becomes Self of Self and Other of Self.

Self Divides it-Self as Self, is Perceived in its own created reality,

consequently Self enters creation's process of Division.

Self reflects within it-Self, the reflection of the Self and Other of Reality.

Self Becomes Image.

As Self and Other exist within Self, Self experiences not only a divided Self, but a

Self where Self seeks to annihilate Other.
The Other, Self seeks to annihilate, is the Other within it-Self

Self wars with and within it-Self.

Self seeks to annihilate Other within it-Self not as in removal but as in destruction

of Essence.

Self seeks to increase Self at the expense of decreasing its Other.

Other looses status of Other of Self.

Other of Self Becomes a non-Self.

Other Becomes a Lower Self,

a despised Self, a hated Self,

Other of Self Becomes enemy.

Self seeks the essence of Other of Self,
thereby sucking out the life-blood of Other and ingesting it into its own essence

 to again repeat the cycle of Self absorbing Other into its own Being,

into Becoming it-Self,
made up of Self of Self and Other of Self.

Self nourishes it-Self off of its Other,

depleting its Other through all the cycles of created life.

Self Becomes important, Other Becomes unimportant.

Self Becomes Ruler, Other Becomes slave.

Self Becomes owner and possessor, Other becomes poverty-stricken and destitute.

Self becomes King and Pope, Other Becomes servant and menial.

Self makes Law for Other to abide by, to keep Other under control.

 

Self creates within it-Self a Higher Self and a Lower Self.

That Self and Other are contained within Self.
Self sacrifices part of it-Self that it may survive,
Self needs to constantly replenish its essence as essence is subject, as is all creation,
to the process of Division.

Essence is 'there' and essence is 'not there'.
Essence comes and goes with the rate of replenishment or diminishment.
Essence is transferable from one to another or most likely from Other to Self
as Self feeds upon Other.
What does Self most want from Other?
It never changes from level to level, from the Awareness of Consciousness to our
present day life in the 21st century.
Self or Self of Self or Self of Self of Self--------desires Other's Essence.

The Essence basically, is Entity and Infiniteness, in all its forms, facades,
 interpretations and pretenses.
Self fears loosing its own depleting Essence and seeks to renew it.
Self needs Other as the source of Essence,
-----but there is no Other unless Self Chooses to sacrifice it-Self to save it-Self.
Self needs to sacrifice a part or piece of Self to provide the Essence of
Other from which it can renew its depleting Essence.
At the depletion of Essence, Self looses Power.

Self of Consciousness Desires its own renewed Essence plus Other's Essence.
Self is threatened by Other's Essence and seeks to Possess not only its own but
everyone elses' as well.
As Power demands Power, Essence demands Essence,
there is never too much Power and there is never too much Essence
for we are ever threatened by diminishment and death.

In Division there is definitely the struggle for survival.
It does, indeed, come down to survival of the fittest, those possessing the greater amounts
of Essence

Now, let's put this into human terms.
In human terms, human consciousness in Creation says over and over again throughout
history:
"I can only be rich, if you are poor------
---we all can't be rich.
Rich is for my Higher Self.
Poor is for my Lower Self,
----for we are pauper and we are king/pope.
My wealth depends on your oppression----
so I will create systems that justify oppressing you.
Some Essence is not enough,
I Dream and Desire All Essence.
I will get, by any means, not only Possession, but All Possession:
All Land, All Resources, and All the Land's People.
I will not only be of a Higher status, I will be the Highest:
I will make the Laws for Others to obey me.
 I am King.
I make kings.
I am God".







 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Post #256 "Where did I Come From?"

Self Dreams Self into Existence.

Before Self Feels and before Self thinks,

Self Dreams.

Dreaming, Self emerges as Conscious Self.

Consciousness is Awareness of Self.

Awareness of Other stirs Consciousness.

Self is not alone.

Self Exists.

Other Exists.

Self exists as Self.

Other Exists as Other.

Consciousness is the action of the Self Choosing

 

Self Dreams Self into Existence.

Self does not Dream Other into Existence.

Self is the Self, Self Dreams Self to Be.

Other is not the Self, Self Dreams Other to Be.

Self is Self.

Other is Other.

This is Reality.

Reality is the Existence of Self and Other.

Self is Entity.

Other is Entity.

In Entity there is no Division

In Entity, there is no process, therefore there is no beginning.

If there is no beginning, there is no ending.

Therefore, there is Infinity.

 

Self is Aware of Other.

Self, as Consciousness Chooses.

Self is Aware of Other and Self of Consciousness, Chooses.

Does Self exist as Self or does Self exist as Self and Other?

Is Other allowed into the Dream of Self?

What is the Awareness of Other to Self?

Is this Awareness 'What Is' or is this Awareness what Self Chooses it 'To Become'

according to its Dream?

 

Self Chose and Self Chooses.

Humanity Chose and Humanity Chooses.

Its all according to the Dream.

Does the Self of Consciousness Choose 'to Be'

or does the Self of Consciousness Choose to Become? 

Do we Choose 'To Be'

or

do we Choose to 'Become'?

 

In Choosing 'To Be', we Choose Reality.

Reality is Self and Other, in Singularity of Self and Other.

In Choosing 'To Become', we Choose existence outside of Reality.

We Choose Existence in the Dream-state and Choose to alter the reality of the

existence of Self and Other.

In a sense, Consciousness Creates a dimension outside of Reality.

 

Reality ceases to exist as Reality and exists as an altered Image of Reality.

In this altered Image, Other does not exist as Other but as an extension of Self.

'Otherness' is absorbed into Self that Self possesses qualities of Self and Other-than Self

 within in it-Self.

Self is made up of Self and Other.

Entity can no longer exist for Self as Self now has Divided it-Self into Self

and Other.

Interestingly, Self cannot absorb Other into Self without changing

Self.

Self has lost Entity so that Self contains Self and Other-then-Self within it-Self.

The Self of Self sees the Other of Self as 'beyond' as 'vast', and certainly as

incomprehensible.

'Beyond', 'Vast', 'Incomprehensible' means different, means foreign, means enemy!

 

Within the Self of Consciousness there is great Division because Self Became Creator

of it-Self.

Self denied Reality and Imaged its own Dream.

Its Dream created a pseudo-reality,

a reality that Imaged Reality.

An imaged Reality is not Reality!

The Image was only a reflection of Reality plus it-Self

Furthermore the Chaos of Nothingness emerged from the void left from the destruction of

Reality.

Remember, Reality was negated by the Self of Consciousness and occurred in the Self of Consciousness.

Reality cannot be negated.

Reality IS.

What happened was that the Self of Consciousness that Chose to negate Reality, negated

it-Self and was left vulnerable to the Chaos of 'Nothingness'.

We humans live in this Chaos.

We can feel it all around us.

 

We are people of Chaos because this was the Choice of the parts and pieces of

Consciousness that form the Collective Consciousness.

Each individual part and piece of Consciousness is a germ cell of the Whole.

Each part and piece Chose and Chooses. 

Each part did not Choose to Perceive Self and Other.

These that did not Choose to Perceive, Observe.

They Observe 'What is'.

They Choose to Observe Self and Other of Reality as Self and Other are and not as

Dreampt 'To Become'.

These parts , these pieces, these people are caught up in the Collective because they

are Conscious Entities.

These can, and these Must emerge from the Collective to be Observed as undivided,

individual Entity.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Post #255 "How Do We Feel About 'Other' Than Self?"

How does Self Feel about 'Other'?
How do we feel about Other?
Why do we feel the way we do about 'Other'?

Does how we feel about 'Other' have anything to do with how we feel about our-Self?
 Does what we feel influence how we think?

 Are we able to think without feeling?

Is this where we become aware that we feel

and then do we think about what we feel?

Is thinking a reaction to feeling?

So how do we feel about our-Self?
How do we think about Self?
and, finally, how do we feel and think about Other?

 

Consciousness is Aware.

Consciousness is Aware of Self.

Consciousness being Aware of Self does not define Self to Self.
Consciousness being Aware of Self does not mean Self as Self acceptance.
Self cannot define Self or Accept Self without Awareness of Other.
Self Chooses to either Observe Other as Other or to Perceive Other through Self
as Other-than-Self within Self.
If Self Perceives Other through Self, Self's Awareness is only of it-Self,
Consequently Self's Awareness of Self includes Awareness of Other.
In Perception, Other as Other does not exist.
This Perception cancels out Reality for Consciousness,
because Reality can only be Observed.
If Consciousness Observes Self as Self, and this includes Observing Other as Other,
Consciousness cannot Observe Other as Self.
In Observation, Consciousness Observes Self as Self and Other as Other

In Perception, Self Becomes a Dream that confines it-Self within it-Self.
Self also confines Other within it-Self, that its Perception of Self becomes a part of it-Self.
Self must be set free of Self to be Self.
Self can only be Self through the Observation of Other----
---through Self Observing Other as Other and
through Self Observing Self as Self,
Only then, can 'Other' of Reality, Observe and call the Singular Self of Consciousness into Being.
The Singular individual Self of Consciousness Observes Other of Reality
as Singular, Individual Other,
not as part of it-Self.
In Observation, Reality exists for the Singular, Individual Self of Consciousness.
In Observation of Other, the Singular, Individual Self exists in the reality of Reality.

If I Observe Reality,
I am the Self of Reality.
Reality is my existence.
 I, as Self of Reality, Observe Other of Reality.
Reality does not exist to Self, to me, if I do not Observe Other as Other Is,
not as I Dream and Desire Other to Become.
Other Is.
Self Is.
Singular Other of Reality Is Infinite Entity of Reality,
consequently, Self is Infinite Entity of Reality.

The Self of Observation says that Self, that I, can't be my-Self Without 'Other'.
The Self of Perception says I can't be myself With 'Other'.
The Self of Perception says, "only my-Self, only I, can have Entity and Infiniteness.
You (Other) can not exist besides me".

The Self of Perception Dreams and Desires the Essence of 'Other's' Entity and Infiniteness.
The Self of Perception cannot Observe that Entity is Entity,
and that Infiniteness is Infiniteness.
The Self of Perception Perceives Entity as shared with Other because it only sees
Other as Other-than-it-Self.
The Self of Perception Perceives Infiniteness as shared with Other because it only
sees Other as Other-then-it-Self.
The Self of Perception thereby Competes with Other for Entity and Infiniteness,
thereby Competing with it-Self.
Humanity Competes with it-Self,
to its own destruction.
Primordial emotions evolve out of the Dreaming and Desiring.
Yet this cannot be seen as emotion as emotion is not an element of Dreaming and Desiring
and lies outside as Time
'Feeling' evolves out of Dreaming and Desiring and is not a cause.

In Perception, Self of Consciousness Desires the Essence of the 'Other' of Reality.
In Perception, the Self of Consciousness does not have Entity or Infiniteness as these are
Essences of Reality.
Only Reality knows Entity and Infiniteness.
Desiring the Essence of the Other of Reality, the Perceiving Self of Consciousness looses
Entity and looses Infiniteness
and becomes a Whole made up of parts and pieces that will enter the process of Division
and just pass away,
back into the abyss of Dreaming and Desiring---Nothingness.

Summing up-------the Perceiving Self of Consciousness groups its parts and pieces into
a Collective.
The Collective Consciousness is made up of the sum total of its parts and pieces.
The Collective Consciousness is not Entity.
Parts and pieces do not make up Entity,
lacking Entity, there is no Infiniteness.
Each part and piece as well as the Collective, Dream and Desire the Entity and
Infiniteness of Self and Other of Reality.
Each part and each piece Desires its own Entity and Infiniteness plus the Entity and
Infiniteness of 'Other'.
As Self is not Infinite, Self feels threatened by the Infiniteness of Other,
and desires Other's Infiniteness and Entity.

In human terms this would look like:
One can only be rich if the Other is poor.
Everyone cannot be rich.
If everyone is rich, no one is rich.
It takes much poverty to create a rich man.
One's wealth depends on an-Other's oppression.
The wealth of the wealthy depends on the oppression of the oppressed.

Is it possible to be Aware of Self and not be Aware of Other?
Consciousness is Aware of  'Other'.
 

At what point is Conscioiusness Aware of 'feelings'?

At the point of Awareness of Other?

How does Consciousness 'feel' at Awareness of Self and Other?

Does Consciousness 'feel' wonder?

 

The big question:

Does Consciousness 'feel' an Awareness of Other

or

does Consciousness Accept Other as Consciousness Accepts Self

or,---- does Consciousness react to Other----

does Consciousness Become Aware of Feelings at  the Awareness of Other?

These Feelings would be the primal feelings of Consciousness?

Does Consciousness Accept or React/feel?

What feelings exist along with acceptence?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Post #254 "The Unseen Dimension of Existence"

Reality IS.

Reality is fulfilled within it-Self.

Reality IS Entity.

Reality IS Infinite.

 

Non-reality BECOMES.
Non-reality does not exist in our present tense.
Non-reality exists in a future tense that never comes about as Time is nebulous
and is limited to beginning and ending.

Creation is the state of Non-reality we are familiar with,

----the state of existence we live within.

Creation is a state of nebulousness that never accomplishes its Dream,
because Creation is a Dream.

Creation is the Dream and the Choice of Consciousness,
only the Singular Self frees it-Self from the Dream that it may be Observed as Self by
the Singular Other of Reality.
Non-reality does not exist in a state of Being.

Non-reality does not understand 'Being'.

Non-reality understands Becoming.

Non-reality looks to an existence in an altered state.

'How can we change ourselves to be better than we are?'

'How can we 'advance?'
But what is 'better' and what is it 'to advance'?

How can we Become that 'Other-than-what-we-are ', that we may access that Becoming
into our Being and 'advance' ourselves into a new existence?
Can we advance ourselves to an existence that is free of the limitations of Time?
Can we advance ourselves beyond our brokenness and need to conquer,
thereby destroying 'Other' that we may absorb the Essence of 'Other' into our-Self?
----as in eating, as in cannibalism?

Non-reality does not understand the present, or the meaning of  'now',

but constantly looks to a future, to a tomorrow, to a better way,
to a 'moving ahead', to a 'moving on'.

In Non-reality there is no satisfaction or sense of completeness in the present or in how
things are.

Non-reality searches for Perfection.

Consciousness Dreams the Image-----Dreams Non-reality.

Consciousness Dreams what it can Become.

Consciousness is uncomfortable in that the Singular 'Other' of Reality is not it-Self

and, therefore, seeks to access the Essence of Other onto it-Self.
Consciousness cannot tolerate 'the Other' as Other.
Self plus Other in whatever state or level, equals Entity,
of which Consciousness is not capable .

As Consciousness is not able to tolerate 'Other', Humanity is not able to tolerating 'the Other'
or 'Otherness'.

In Dreaming, Consciousness sees it-Self as Self Plus Other, as Entity,

----'Other' no longer Existing as 'Other' but as totally absorbed into the Self of Consciousness.

Of course, this removes the Singular 'Other' and also removes Reality.

When Consciousness dreams it-Self Reality, Reality no longer exists for Consciousness.
Image is Created!

 

Dreaming is not a state of 'Being',

 Dreaming is about 'Becoming'.

A Dreamer is one who is not content with 'what is' but looks to 'what will be'.

The 'what will be' is a comparative existence on a vaster, out-of-reach plain of existence,,
an existence that reaches into the 'Beyond' Dimension, searching for Perfection.

The Dream is of attaining Perfection.

However expressed, the Ideal of Perfection is expressed as God.

The Dream is Becoming 'God',
---however 'God' is expressed.

 

And so we arrive at the 'Unseen Dimension of Existence'.

A Dream is a Dream, but when one enters the Dream, the Dream Becomes the reality.

The Dream of Perfection becomes personified, as personification presents a more

easily grasped and comprehensive state of existence,

as it is easier to believe in what is seen, than in what is not seen or experienced sensually.

Personifying the Dream makes the Dream seem more real.
Personifying Perfection into God and placing God into history,

makes it easier to make the Dream of attaining Perfection seem possible.

Humanity's Dream of 'Progressing' to Perfection is easier to be made real if it

can be put into common experience.

The Dream is made real through personification of the Dream.

Perfection is personified as God.

God Become the symbol of Perfection that again is further personified

by entering history with human qualities as in speak35ing or being in some way visible,

in taking part in human activities,
in eventually taking human form.

 

 Why does Consciousness seem to Dream and Desire 'Other' than accept it-Self as Self is?
Why does Consciousness Dream and Desire to Become 'other' than what it is?
Consciousness Desires the Essence of the Singular 'Other' of Reality for it-Self.
This means that Self of Consciousness Desires what the Singular 'Other' has
and it does not.
Self Desires the "Other's' Entity and Infiniteness.
Does this not mean that Consciousness must first destroy the Essence of Other in Other
before it can possess the Essence of Other in it-Self?
Does Consciousness not first have to remove Other or change Other before it can access Other
into it-Self?
So, 'Other' is destroyed that it can be possessed in the Self,
 thereby 'Other' Becoming absorbed in the Self of Consciousness.
Consciousness Dreaming that the Essence of Singular Other of Reality is its own.
And how is this accomplished???
It is accomplished by removing Reality.
By destroying Reality through destroying the 'Other' of Reality.

Can the Essence of Singular Other be possessed by Non-reality?

The Essence can only be possessed in the Dream existence by those that Collectively Dream
the Dream.
The transference of the Essence of Reality into non-reality occurs only in Non-reality,
in Creation, in the Dream of Becoming.
Because the transference of the Essence is the Dream it cannot occur in Reality.
Non-reality is not Real to Reality.
The Dream has absolutely no effect on the Singular Self and the Singular 'Other'
of Reality.

 No transference takes place!

 What does occur is the Creation of the Image.
Only Image transferes,
the unseen and non-existent dimension of Existence.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Post #253, "Consciousness, Individual and Collective"

Consciousness Chooses.

Choosing is the action of Consciousness.

Consciousness Chooses Collectively

Consciousness Chooses Individually.

Thus humanity Chooses Collectively

and humanity Chooses Individually.

Consciousness is a Whole,

----meaning that Consciousness is made up of the sum of its parts and pieces.

Consciousness is not Entity because Entity has no parts and pieces.

Consciousness as Collective Chooses for what serves the Collective.

Consciousness as Individual Chooses for what serves the Individual part or piece.

The Collective Choice is for what works against Chaos within the Collective.

Order within the Collective works against Chaos.
The Collective Consciousness Chooses for what works for Order within the Collective.

Peace, Love, and Harmony are about Order.
The Collective Consciousness seeks Order therefore creates religion and science/technology
as efforts of bringing Order to the Collective.

These Collective efforts are necessary for the Collective to survive.

The Collective must survive within the Non-reality it has created,

for Creation is Image

and Image is not sustainable.

Chaos is threatening to Image.

 Consciousness breaks down into parts and pieces of it-Self as it tries to image

Reality.

 

Consciousness Chose and Chooses not to accept Reality,

Consciousness Chose not to accept Self of Reality as Singular Self and not to accept
Other of Reality as Singular Other.

Because Consciousness Chose not to accept Reality as Self and Reality as Other than Self,

Consciousness attempts to create Self and Other within it-Self, outside of Reality.

This means that the Self of Consciousness must Divide it-Self down into parts

and pieces of it-Self.
 Each of these parts and pieces of it-Self contain the total Essence of Consciousness

within it-Self.

Each of these parts and pieces, as parts and pieces of Consciousness, do what

Consciousness does----Chooses.

Each Individual part and piece Chooses as Consciousness Collectively Chooses,

for Choosing is the action of Consciousness.

Each Individual part and piece, Chooses Collectively and Chooses as Individual Self,
for Choosing is the action of Consciousness.

However, Individual Consciousness is about survival, as is the Collective,

but Individual Consciousness is not concerned with the survival of the Whole

but with the survival of its Self as Individual Consciousness within a Collective.
The Individual Consciousness functions Individually so is not able to function
Collectively, unless the Collective Choice benefits its-Self  as Individual.

Individual Consciousness is Image of the Whole as the Whole Images Reality.

Individual Consciousness does not accept the created Other of Consciousness and breaks
it-Self down into its own Self and then divides that Self into Self and Other---

---the parts and pieces getting smaller and smaller at each increment of Division.

for Division is the process of Creation.

Creation is a Process of Division

The Singular Self that Chooses Reality over Choosing to Create, is as Consciousness, part of the Collective but functions independently from the Collective,
so is a constant threat to exposing the non-reality of the Collective Consciousness.
This threat causes great Chaos, as it is in conflict with the Collective Whole,
Observing, in Truth, what the Collective can only Perceive in Image.
The Chaos intensifies as the Conscious Singular Self of Reality Observes,
meaning that this Singular Self is Aware of what is as what is, as in Reality.
Observation is feared by the Collective Consciousness that as their Awareness is only Perception.

The Collective thinks and Chooses as a Whole, as in religion, seeking to survive through
grouping within a 'Belief' framework.
This framework is not Aware of  'what is' but of what
it dreams of  'Becoming'.
Dreaming of Becoming does not exist in the Reality of 'what is'.
Individual Choices make religion a political effort,
for the Individual of the Collective seeks survival through the accumulation of Power,
The Individual Self seeks Power by devouring the Essence of those 'Others' it has created through Division of it-Self.
The Self seeks Power through competition,
constantly proving it-Self winner until no 'Other' remains.
The Self then has total Power and declares it-Self, God,
 as there is no longer 'an-Other' to proclaim and Validate its Godship.

This action of seeking Power over the Collective Creates 'Other'.
That that which was Self over powers it-Self to Create 'Other',
and thereby secure its survival.

This is the framework for religion becoming a controlling system based on The Law.
So religion becomes an Individual system, not built on the survival of the Whole but on
the survival of Individuals within the Collective Whole,
 who use the Whole of Consciousness,
causing great Chaos within a system that appears to be for the Whole,
 but is really for the survival of Individual Selves.
 These Individual Selves seek Ultimate Power---as God,
---through Possession, as in The Land,
---through Identity, as in establishing hierarchy
 and through 'The Law', as in total, Individual authority,
----as God.

Our history is the story of the Chaos, the conflict, the hatred within Consciousness.
Creation is the result of this conflict between the Whole/the Collective of Consciousness
 and the Parts/the Individual Consciousness.
Its a story of forming a Whole for survival, and then breaking that Whole down into many parts
of it-Self.
Following as Image, these parts group to form smaller Wholes within the Whole,
that then continue the process of Division by breaking down,
reforming, breaking down, and reforming over and over again.
Each Time the parts and pieces become smaller and smaller,
  increasing in number until we arrive here, in the 21st century,
 and find that we are broken into many, many more parts and pieces,
living in increasing Chaos in increasing struggle for survival.
We have Become many. many, broken, people desperately struggling to survive
 on a more and more depleted reflecting surface,
this reflecting surface we call planet earth,
this reflecting surface on which we project our Images.
Humanity is the reflected Image of the Reality of the Entity of the Singularity of Self
and the Reality of the Singularity of Other.

Reality is also a Choice for Consciousness.
Reality is an Individual Choice.
Reality cannot and is not Chosen Collectively.
The Choice by the Self of Reality is Singular,
as in the Singular Self and the Singular Other of Reality
It is the Individual Choice of the Singular, Individual, Self of Consciousness that is caught up
in the Collective as Consciousness.
This Singular, Self does not 'fit' in the Collective,
as through its Choice, it does not belong in the Collective.
This Singular Self causes Chaos in the Collective as it does not Perceive Reality as Image,
but Observes Reality as Reality.
This Individual Self begins to realize it can, and indeed, it must, emerge from the Collective,
that it can be Observed as Singular Self by the Singular 'Other' of Reality.
The Other of Reality Witnesses the Self as Self,
thereby Validating its Singular Selfness into its Singular Entity,
and as Entity the Self claims its Infiniteness.

Let's apply this to religion,
to the basic concept of 'God'.
'God', to the Whole of Consciousness images a Whole 'God',
--the God of Creation,
--the One and Only God.
The Whole God sees it-Self as The means to 'Salvation',

 The Individual Consciousness images 'God' as Self.
This 'Self' is the means to Salvation.
'God' to the Collective, images as a 'beyond' its Self, as a 'vaster' than Self,
or as an incomprehendableness, as unfathomable mystery.
Consequently, this God holds and offers The Ultimate Power.
There is no God, there is no Power, beyond this Dream of Becoming.
Because this is the dream of the Collective Individual, there is great Chaos as
each part and piece dreams of Becoming this Ultimate Power as Individual Self.

The Individual Consciousness sees 'God' in It-Self,
--sees God as Self.
The Individual Consciousness images it-Self as Becoming God.
Here lies the root of Chaos.
Consciousness becomes its own enemy.
Here is the root of master and slave, here is the root of wealth and poverty.
Here is the root of who makes the Law and who the law controls.
Consciousness is forever Dividing and redividing it-Self down into
smaller and smaller parts and pieces of it-Self.

Each part and piece of Consciousness is imprinted with the Whole.
Each totally contains within it-Self, the image of the Self and Other of Reality.
Self Divides it-Self down into Self of Self and Other of Self,
thereby retaining within it-Self, the memory of the Singular Self and Singular Other of Reality.
Each Self of the Collective Consciousness seeks to destroy the Other within it-Self,
whether it be the Self of Consciousness or the Self of humanity,
or the self of each Individual human person.

In all cases, Self seeks to destroy Other,
but in each case destroys it-Self,
as Self of Consciousness feeds on it-Self in the struggle to survive the
Whole of Consciousness.
The Whole of Consciousness, thereby, struggling to survive its Choice of Becoming
that 'which 'Is Not',
that which is only a Dream,
that which is only a Memoery of that which it denied.













 

 

 

Post #252 "What is This Thing Called Progress?"

Its funny, that what we see as 'progress', really isn't progress at all.
Our idea of Progress is more like Division.

Let's take a look:

 Going way back----to Wilderness and Civilization.
Where are we at?

 Civilization Wins!

Wilderness hardly exists at all anymore.

Some may say that this is Progress.

Some may not be so sure.

 

Will Progress be in effect when what was forest and few people,

way back, is now cement, people, and very few trees?
Is Progress a happening today, when way back when, before what we call civilization, no one
had to toil to survive, to plant crops and harvest,
 or keep Time on ticking instruments?

Way back when, there was no need for envy at the possessions of another,

There was no need to make war for the sake of claiming The Land.
There was no need of title or authority.
This all began with civilization

 

So how did this 'civilizing process', this claim to advancing, to this 'uni-goal' of Progress

get started and Why?

Progressing? Progressing to WHAT???? 

Advancing to What?

And what about Civilization?

Are we really Civilized?

Does Civilized mean not acting like animals?

Well-------maybe we should take another look.

Sometimes, in comparison, animals aren't really acting that badly.

If so, why do many of us consider a dog to be our best friend

or a cat to be our most dependable companion?

Actually progress seems a conflict of interests, a conflict of goals.
For instance, there is the goal of achieving civilization.
Perhaps this could be best expressed as bringing order.
Bringing all out of chaos and into peace, love, and harmony,
The end of Chaos-----we should be there by now,
but we are not.
It seems that instead of progressing to order, we have regressed to new
intensities of horror.
It seems we have regressed to even greater degrees of Chaos.

Most people of the civilized world would accept this overcoming of Chaos as their dream
and desire, and would, in a sense, Choose to work together to meet this end.
Or, at least, to pretend to work together.
Is this not the goal of religion and certainly of science and technology, to conquer Chaos?
How would one describe Chaos.
After many attempts at definitions, would Chaos not best be described as Death?
Is this not what we ultimately fear-----
Chaos............Death?
Is this not our insecurity?
Is this not our basic need of Survival?
And is Survival, not what we struggle and search for means of?
So it seems we could more accurately say that survival and Infiniteness
are our ultimate goal and that as we are on the way to achieving this,
we are Progressing?
----that we are a people of Progress.
Religion says we are.
Science/technology says we are?

What could possible interfere with this goal?
What could possibly work to off-set or even to prevent this goal from happening?
---from this Progress?
----this Progress to Order, to Peace, to Love, to harmony?
Is it possible that our dream, and our desire, has led us to Choose Chaos instead of Order?
Yet in our pseudo-reality, this seems to be a strong possibility,
as we live in a world of chaos.
So we have a dream for Order, for peace and harmony yet we live Chaos, in anxiety, in hatred,
and we torture and abuse.
Where does Consciousness come into this Choice----for peace or for chaos?
-----for it all surely begins here.
Consciousness is Aware of it-Self--------
Consciousness is Aware of Other.-------
Consciousness Chooses Order as in Peace, Love, Harmony
AND Chooses Chaos?!!
Consciousness must have Chosen Chaos!!

It would seem, then, that Order against Chaos would be the dream, desire, and Choice of the Collective Consciousness.
The problem is that this dream, this desire, and this Choice is being interfered with.
Something is occurring, within the Collective Consciousness,
that is preventing the Choice for Order and Survival
and is Choosing, instead Chaos as in Death, as in Finiteness. 

The interference is within the Collective Consciousness.
The interference has to do with the Choice of the Collective Consciousness.
The Choice of the Collective has, somehow, resulted, not in Order, but in Division.
Division is the process of Creation.
Creation is a process of Division.
This process of Division has lost Entity for Consciousness.
Consciousness Chose Division when Consciousness blocked out Reality
and Creation resulted.

Consciousness is not Entity.
Consciousness is a Collective of Parts and Pieces----
of Parts and Pieces of it-Self.
What has canceled out Entity for Consciousness is that which has resulted in Finiteness,
is that which has created Creation.
That which has interfered with and canceled out Entity for the Collective Consciousness
is Individual Choice.

This Choice should be a Collective Choice to the same goal that most would
consider as Progress.
In a sense, this is Creation.
A movement from a beginning to an ending.
This movement is referred to as a movement of fulfillment, to an accomplishment
of a goal,
to the fulfillment of the dream, to the desire of this fulfillment.
But then, why the chaos?
Why does it seem to be falling apart?
Why the destruction, in all its forms of competition, such as lusting for possession,
Identity, and Power over the Other?
Is this journey of destruction the plan to achieving, to Progressing, to the goal of
Peace and Harmony?
If the goal is the collective goal achieved through religion and science/technology,
of Peace and Harmony, why are we on the brink of
Ultimate Destruction?
Why should we destruct when we have done all the possible attempts to do the
opposite of destruct, the opposite being achieving Infinity?
Isn't Become Infinite the goal of religion and science and technology?
Isn't conquering death the Ultimate Goal and is it not strange that humanity
uses Death to Progress towards its goal of Infinity.
Of course this assumes Infinity in Peace and Harmony.
Now the tools to fighting Mortality have been religion and now, science---
the new religion.
And yet it seems that Progress, or what has been acclaimed as Progress, is really
been achieved through devices of destruction as abuse, as slavery, as torture,
as manipulation, as fighting and war.

The problem must lie the Choice of the Collective Consciousness.
The Choice must be frustrated in the Collective.
As noted, the Collective Consciousness is not Entity.
The Collective Consciousness is a Whole,
 BUT, it is a Whole made up of many parts and pieces of it-Self.
Consciousness, through Choice,
through Collective Choice and through Individual Choice
Here's the catch, each part and each piece, Chooses Collectively and Individually.
In this process of Choosing, Reality is lost.
In this process of Choosing, Consciousness Chooses Reality or Chooses to
Create.
In this process of Choosing, Reality Exists
as does Non-reality.
Non-reality is created in this process of Consciousness Choosing.
Consciousness's Choice does not affect Reality.
Consciousness's Choice brings Non-reality into Existence but only for Consciousness.
Non-reality can only Exist for Consciousness.

Within Consciousness there is great conflict.
Consequently, there is great conflict in humanity.
Consequently, there is great conflict within every human being that has Individually Chosen
to remain in the Collective Consciousness----Collectively having the same dream, the
same desire, and having made the same Choice.
Actually, every Individual Choice is the same Individual Choice.
Every Individual Choice has divided that part or that piece of Consciousness
against it-Self.
Self divides Self into the self of Self and the Other of Self.
Self of Self dependant on Other of Self for survival through self-sacrifice.

While the Dream and Desire of the Collective Consciousness are for Peace and
Harmony, Consciousness through the process of Division works against it-Self,
thereby destroying it-Self through its Dream, Desire, and Choice for Infinity.
Its Choice for Infinity is the Choice to Become God as Infiniteness is the Essence
of the Dream of Becoming-----------
of Becoming------of Progressing.

What are we Progressing to when we are torn between our Collective Choice for Peace,
Harmony, and Love and our Individual Choice to Become the total Possessor,
have the reigning Identity, and total power through civilization that created
The Law?



 

 

Post #251, "How to Become God"

How to Become God.

Is it possible that Becoming God is at the root of who we are

and what we Choose to do?
Is it possible that Becoming God is the dream and the desire of Consciousness?
Is it possible that Becoming God is the dream and desire of Humanity?
Is it possible that we all harbor a dream and desire to Become God?
after all, we do strive to be better than everyone else.
---we do thrive on competition.
---we do work frantically to Become Perfect-----whatever perfect means.

How does Consciousness Become God?
How does Humanity Become God?
How do we Become God?

Its all in the Choice.

The Choice emerges out of the dream--

---the dream Becomes the desire,

----Choice follows,

Choice follows because the action of Consciousness is Choosing.

Consciousness Chooses!

 

 The steps to Becoming God: ----

Consciousness is aware,

Consciousness is Aware of Self,

Consciousness is Aware of Other.

Self and Other exist in Reality,

Self as Singular Entity,
Other as Singular Entity.
Entity is Infinite because in Entity there is no Division.
Finiteness is the result of Division----
what Divides it-Self, Competes with it-Self,
The winner is the Self of Self.
The loser is the 'Other' of Self.
(This is Image of Reality Self and Other)

The winner wins and absorbs the Essence of the loser, the 'Other of Self.
The loser is thereby diminished and Becomes Inferior to the Self of Self.
The Self of Self, of course, increases it-Self to Becoming Superior, to Become 'beyond',
to Become 'Vast', to Become 'Ultimate', to Become 'Incomprehendable'.
This explains history as a recording of the Process of Division that characterizes Creation.
This explains, through Division, the formation and implementation
of the divisive, hierarchical systems of power that end up---
--in Wealth and Poverty,
--in Master and Slave,
--in Law Maker and Law Abider,
--in those that Eat and those that are Food,
--in those that are Worshipped and in those that Worship,
--in those 'Other' that create God through worship,
--in those that have attained Godship through the destruction of the Other.

Its all a game of Power,
this game of Creating and Becoming God..
We all Know this Game.
There is a winner and there are many losers,
because only One can remain in the Competition, in the race, to Become God.
A winner must continue winning to be on top.
A winner must Challenge and Win over and over again.
The winner cannot stop until every 'Other' part is determined inferior,
 every part and every piece of the Collective Consciousness, layer by layer, must be
challenged, again and again,
the 'winner' again dividing it-Self, one part eating the Other part,
Self Dividing Self into Self and Other over and over again,
the parts and pieces getting smaller and smaller until all, but One Self, disappears into
the abys of oblivion.
One Self remains.
The Godhead.

But how does the Godhead remain as such, when there is no one left to Worship?
when there is no ;Other' to Observe, Witnsss, or Validate Godship?
Does this indicate that even God as Self needs 'Other' to be God?
 

Self is Singular Entity because of Other, that through Observation of Self as Self,

Witnesses Self as Self,

and through Observation and Witness, Validates Self as Infinite Entity.

This occurs UNLESS blocked by the Choice of Consciousness.

Consciousness can and does block and basically obliterate this Validation

and cancels out, for Consciousness---Entity.

This blocking through the Choice of Consciousness causes Consciousness to begin

a process of Division within it-Self.

Self never attains Entity through the Observation, Witness, and validation of the

Singular Other of Reality.

Consciousness divides it-Self down into parts and pieces of it-Self in its struggle

to maintain within it-Self, the Reality of Self and Other.

Consciousness is Aware of the necessity of Other to call it-Self into Entity

and through Entity, Infiniteness.