Tuesday, September 20, 2016

Post #256 "Where did I Come From?"

Self Dreams Self into Existence.
Before Self Feels and before Self thinks,
Self Dreams.
Dreaming, Self emerges as Conscious Self.
Consciousness is Awareness of Self.
Awareness of Other stirs Consciousness.
Self is not alone.
Self Exists.
Other Exists.
Self exists as Self.
Other Exists as Other.
Consciousness is the action of the Self Choosing
 
Self Dreams Self into Existence.
Self does not Dream Other into Existence.
Self is the Self, Self Dreams Self to Be.
Other is not the Self, Self Dreams Other to Be.
Self is Self.
Other is Other.
This is Reality.
Reality is the Existence of Self and Other.
Self is Entity.
Other is Entity.
In Entity there is no Division
In Entity, there is no process, therefore there is no beginning.
If there is no beginning, there is no ending.
Therefore, there is Infinity.
 
Self is Aware of Other.
Self, as Consciousness Chooses.
Self is Aware of Other and Self of Consciousness, Chooses.
Does Self exist as Self or does Self exist as Self and Other?
Is Other allowed into the Dream of Self?
What is the Awareness of Other to Self?
Is this Awareness 'What Is' or is this Awareness what Self Chooses it 'To Become'
according to its Dream?
 
Self Chose and Self Chooses.
Humanity Chose and Humanity Chooses.
Its all according to the Dream.
Does the Self of Consciousness Choose 'to Be'
or does the Self of Consciousness Choose to Become? 
Do we Choose 'To Be'
or
do we Choose to 'Become'?
 
In Choosing 'To Be', we Choose Reality.
Reality is Self and Other, in Singularity of Self and Other.
In Choosing 'To Become', we Choose existence outside of Reality.
We Choose Existence in the Dream-state and Choose to alter the reality of the
existence of Self and Other.
In a sense, Consciousness Creates a dimension outside of Reality.
 
Reality ceases to exist as Reality and exists as an altered Image of Reality.
In this altered Image, Other does not exist as Other but as an extension of Self.
'Otherness' is absorbed into Self that Self possesses qualities of Self and Other-than Self
 within in it-Self.
Self is made up of Self and Other.
Entity can no longer exist for Self as Self now has Divided it-Self into Self
and Other.
Interestingly, Self cannot absorb Other into Self without changing
Self.
Self has lost Entity so that Self contains Self and Other-then-Self within it-Self.
The Self of Self sees the Other of Self as 'beyond' as 'vast', and certainly as
incomprehensible.
'Beyond', 'Vast', 'Incomprehensible' means different, means foreign, means enemy!
 
Within the Self of Consciousness there is great Division because Self Became Creator
of it-Self.
Self denied Reality and Imaged its own Dream.
Its Dream created a pseudo-reality,
a reality that Imaged Reality.
An imaged Reality is not Reality!
The Image was only a reflection of Reality plus it-Self
Furthermore the Chaos of Nothingness emerged from the void left from the destruction of
Reality.
Remember, Reality was negated by the Self of Consciousness and occurred in the Self of Consciousness.
Reality cannot be negated.
Reality IS.
What happened was that the Self of Consciousness that Chose to negate Reality, negated
it-Self and was left vulnerable to the Chaos of 'Nothingness'.
We humans live in this Chaos.
We can feel it all around us.
 
We are people of Chaos because this was the Choice of the parts and pieces of
Consciousness that form the Collective Consciousness.
Each individual part and piece of Consciousness is a germ cell of the Whole.
Each part and piece Chose and Chooses. 
Each part did not Choose to Perceive Self and Other.
These that did not Choose to Perceive, Observe.
They Observe 'What is'.
They Choose to Observe Self and Other of Reality as Self and Other are and not as
Dreampt 'To Become'.
These parts , these pieces, these people are caught up in the Collective because they
are Conscious Entities.
These can, and these Must emerge from the Collective to be Observed as undivided,
individual Entity.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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