Post #223 "The Search For Self"

I am Consciousness.

I am a part, I am a piece, of the Collective Consciousness.

I am Humanity.

Consciousness Chooses, for Choosing is the action of Consciousness.

Because Consciousness Chooses, Consciousness Divides into two
Purposes; Being and Becoming.
Consequently, humanity also, through Choice, Divides into Being and Becoming.
Being is brought about through Observation.
Becoming is brought about through Perception.
The greater Consciousness, the Collective Consciousness, Chooses to Become.
The lesser Consciousness Chooses to Be.
This indicates that most of us choose to Become
Fewer Choose to Be.
Deductively, the Collective Consciousness has Chosen and Chooses to 'Become'.

 

In other words, the Collective Consciousness Chooses to Perceive Itself and to Perceive Reality.
Perceive, meaning that Awareness of Consciousness obliterates the 'what Is' in Reality
to what I. as Self. need this to Become.
As Becoming does not exist in Reality, its obliteration brings about a state of Image.
There can only exist Reality or the Image of Reality.
The Image is not the Reality.
Basically, Image does not exist in Reality and so exists (non-exists) in 'Nothingness'
'Nothingness' is 'Nothing', but 'Nothing' relates to Reality as chaos.
-----Chaos, as in the churning chaos of Precreation.
------Precreation, as the dream,
as the dream of 'Becoming'

The Collective Consciousness, which is in Creation, Collective Humanity, has for the
most part, Chosen to Become.
But what of those of the lesser Consciousness, those that have Chosen to 'Be',
to accept Self and to accept Reality as Is?
Self as Self, in relation to 'Other' as Singularity within Reality,
thereby determines Reality to Be, to hold within it, Self and Other.
Of course, the Collective Consciousness includes all Consciousness,
those of the greater Consciousness and the lesser Consciousness.
This means that Consciousness contains within itself Division,
Division, the activation, the churning and the pulsing of Chaos.

Needless to say, those of the lesser Consciousness are very uncomfortable within
the Collective and would give anything to get out, and of course, their presence within
the Collective is very uncomfortable to the Collective, and these certainly want them out.
The lesser Consciousness can emerge from the Collective and Must Emerge.
Emerging from the Collective is very difficult to do, because it entails a letting go of
all that is Worshipped, for Worship is what brought about Creation in the first place.
What caused/causes Consciousness to Choose as it has and as it does?
Consciousness Perceives Self and Perceives Reality as the Other.

But there Is only Self and Other.
Does Consciousness Choose, then, to want to confuse Self with Other?
Does Self want to Become Other?
Does Self in Perception, Perceive itself not as it Is, but as it dreams itself to Become?
Does Self Perceive Reality, not as it Is but as a 'vagueness', as a 'beyondness', as
a 'vastness', as a 'incomprehendableness'?
Is Consciousness threatened by the Perception of Reality as beyond inself, as vaster than
itself, as unable to be defined, as unable to be controled, as more powerful that
itself?  

Is Humanity threatened by 'other' anything or anyone considered to be beyond, or outside
of, or incomprehensible and so unable to come under the Power of Self?

Consciousness Chooses to not accept 'what Is' but Chooses to create what isn't.
Humanity Chooses to Perceive Itself and to Perceive Reality.

Of course, this has absolutely no effect on Reality, for Reality IS.

 But what about Consciousness?

What about Self?

Consciousness can be and is affected, because by Choice, the Self of Consciousness has

entered a state of non-being.

A state of non-being is a created state made up of one's dreams and desires that

is outside of Reality.

The dream, of course, is that the dream 'Becomes' Reality, means that the Reality

of Reality must be blocked or negated so that a dreamed or contrived state of 
pseudo-reality takes its place, for Reality Is and is Not Created.
The dream 'Becoming' its own reality creates the Reality of non-reality.
Non-reality is real only to that and to those of non-reality.
Non-reality is real only to the dreamers of the dream, the creators of non-reality.
Non-reality, then, consists of not only the dream but the process by which it takes on its
own reality by fulfilling its own purpose.

Its purpose is what Consciousness 'Becomes' through its Perception, through its Imaging,
through its dreaming.
What Consciousness Perceives, Consciousness Creates.
Consciousness, to fulfill its dream of 'Becoming', Creates---Creates the whole
of Creation.
The Collective Consciousness 'Becomes' 'The Creator' through its Division of Self into
Self , and, not the Other of Reality, but the replacement of the Other of Reality
with the 'other' of Self.
This 'Other' of Self is Self plus the Image of the Other of Realty, thereby creating
the Image of Other.
Basically, Self sacrifices Self to achieve the transference of Self into
The Creator of Creation.

Now the relationship of Self to its 'other'Self within Self' is chaotic because all occurs within
the Self....all the dreaming and all the disappointment because the transference
of Self into Reality does not and cannot take place and one is 'stuck' with just the Image.
Not only that, but Self paid a big price when it Chose to lose a part of itself
to the division of Itself.
Actually, that part of Consciousness that was broken off from the Self will and does
pay the greater price because Creation calls for Worship.
Creation is a work of Worship for Creation to occur calls for Worship---not of
reality, but Worship of Self.
For it will be and is through Worship that Consciousness Becomes the God of Creation.

The struggle for survival ensued and ensues.
It has only intensified in Creation, in our history.
Even though Reality was hidden behind the walls of Creation, the Womb of
Creation, the memory however blurred, was and is stored as Information in Energy.
The stored information of non-reality will last as long as Creation.
Memory of Reality, however, stored and accessible to those of lesser Consciousness, lasts
Infinitely within the Infiniteness of Reality.

         

 

          (Continued on next post, Post #224)