Thursday, May 24, 2018

Post #367 "When Self Devours Self, 2018"

Self cannot devour Self until Self Creates 'Other'
------out of itself.
Self Creates Other out of what Self does not like about Self.
The purpose of Other is to provide a means through which Self seeks to purify it-Self.
The Self of Creation seeks Perfection through Division.
Self Perceives that in Perfection is Immortality.
Seeking Perfection, Self Divides,
as Self of Consciousness is a Process of Division,
 as is Creation,
as is Existence in the Duality of Existence.

Division Identifies what is 'Good' in Self from what is 'Bad' in Self,
 that 'Bad', Perceived as Other than Self,
can be justifiably Eliminated as not a piece
or a part of Self.
Division defines what is 'good' from what is 'bad'.
'Good' stays,
'Bad' goes,
because if 'bad' does not go,
'bad' will adversely affect 'good'.
In Division, something must be eliminated,
The Dream is One remaining.
Only One.

Existence is Duality.
in that Existence is Reality and Non-reality.
Consciousness Chooses,
therefore Consciousness is Duality.
Consciousness Chooses to Exist in the 'To Be' of Reality,
or to Exist in the 'To Become',
to Exist in the Dreaming Non-reality.
In the 'Being' of Reality, Self and Other of Consciousness
Exist in the Entity of Singularity as Immortality,
therefore Consciousness of Reality Exists free from Choice and Choosing.
In Non-reality, the Creating Non-reality, the Duality of Choice,
 Creates the Duality of Choice through all the levels of the history of Creation.
The levels of history, as Time itself, proves Creation as a Process of Division,
as Choice functions as Choice on every level of Consciousness in Time.

Consciousness on the first level of the Division of Creation is Collective made up of the
Collective sum total of the Choices of Consciousness.
As Consciousness Chooses through the levels of history,
the Collective Consciousness breaks down into parts and Pieces of it-Self.
Each part and piece is a cell of the Whole of Consciousness, of the Collective.
Each part and each piece is Duality and so Exists as Consciousness,
 doing what Consciousness does,
Choosing!
Due to the Process of Division, Consciousness Divides itself over and over again,
each Division a multiple of the level that occurs before.
Consciousness, as Creation itself, enters Time as a Collective of the Potential
that unfolds throughout Creation, seemingly expanding and increasing.
Creation, as Consciousness, as Humanity, folds in upon itself.
As Consciousness Divides through each level,
Time compacts.
Place compacts.
Humanity compacts into smaller and smaller parts and pieces of it-Self.

But in the Dichotomy of Duality what unfolds is the inverted and distorted image
of the Image that is Creation.
The Dream upon the reflecting surface of the walls of Creation is not Observable
as such, but is Perceived as Desired to Become.
In Perceiving, the Choice undergoes Duality and expresses as the opposite of the Dream
upon projection.
As there Exists Reality, its Opposite, Non-reality, its Image Exists.
What is Image, Exists to Other Image as reality because Image can only Perceive Image.
Image is not able to Observe the Reality.
This Dichotomy of Duality is like Sir Isaac Newton's third law of motion states:
for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction.
For everything that Is,
there is the opposite, meaning that which Is Not.
There Exists the Reality.
There Exists the Dream of Becoming that Reality.
But the Dream is not the Reality and so the Dream Creates the Image that is
suspended in the elusiveness of Time.

Time organizes chaos.
Time Creates cycles, patterns,---all copies of what went before,
that are repeated through all the levels of history.
However at each repetition, at each cycle, the speed of Time accelerates
as the parts and pieces of all that Consciousness has brought about in its own reality,
become smaller and smaller.
All that began could have Existed in the point of a needle, the parts and pieces
have become so small and dust like that Creation will return to dust and just
fade away because Consciousness is Losing its ability to Choose.
The patterns and cycles are so similar as to easily take over the ability
of Consciousness to Choose.
Worse is the lose of the ability to Choose from the overpowering of Self
devouring Self.
For Self to Devour Self, Self must be Divided.
One part or one piece must claim Election, as in Supremacy, or Sovereignty,
in Majesty, in Highness over what is Perceived as the Opposite.
In what has supreme value over what has no value.
What happens within the Collective Consciousness to Perceive Chosen-ness
over Worthlessness?
What is it about the Collective Consciousness that would find such Dichotomy
within itself?
Consciousness is One until The Choice.
It is the Choice that Divides Consciousness.

Consciousness Chooses Reality or Consciousness Creates Non-reality.
Consciousness Chooses Existence in the 'Being' of Self and Other,
in the Singularity of Entity and Immortality.
or
Consciousness Chooses to Create its own Existence,
meaning Consciousness Chooses to Become One with itself.
Becoming One with Self is Process of Division because Self must find a source
of Power which must be in Opposition to Self.
Self of Consciousness, Self of Creation,
must find or Create Opposition from which it can
access, or more put more bluntly, drain Power.
Consciousness on the quest to Creating and Dreaming to a 'Becoming'
of something 'Other' than what it is needs Process.
Note, Self Dreams of 'Becoming' Other.
If Self Dreams of Becoming Other,
Other must be done away with.
Self in reality does away with Self,
that Other Becomes the Perfected Self!

Consciousness as One turns on itself as Existence is Duality that Consciousness cannot escape.
The Choice of Consciousness to eliminate the 'Other' of Reality,
eliminates for Consciousness the Existence of Reality.
The Elimination of Other Eliminates Existence in Reality.
The Elimination of Other causes the Singularity of Self to lose Entity,
 and by losing Entity,
to lose Immortality
What Dreams of Becoming One, Becomes One.
\But does not Become One in Perfection of Self but Becomes One in destruction
of Self,
because One in One cannot survive the Mortality it has Created through the elimination
of Other, hence, the Elimination of Reality.
There is the Collective Self of Consciousness and there is the Individual Self.
Each is basically One,
One as a Collective Self and One as Individual Self.

In the Duality of Existence, Consciousness is One that Divides within itself.
As Consciousness Fears Mortality, Consciousness Dreams of Immortality.
Yet, Consciousness has Chosen to eliminate the Other of Reality and thereby, Reality itself.
Consciousness Exists as Self in Fear of what it has Become.
Consciousness therefore has to look to the Other it has eliminated to Become its Dream,
to escape Mortality and Become Other, for Other is essential to Immortality.
How can Self find Immortality if the essential to Immortality no longer Exists for Self?
In the Chaos of Fear, in its own Creation, Self Divides into many parts and pieces as history unfolds.
In total Dichotomy with itself, Consciousness accesses and eliminates-----itself.
As Time moves on, the parts and pieces Become smaller and more fragmented.
How much longer can Self endure in its Created Existence?

In the struggle to Survival, Self Divides Self, which then Divides Self again and again.
Self thereby Creates many Selves enabling Self to Become selective as to which
cells of Self benefit Self's survival.
Self Chooses, again enacting Duality into Dichotomy by pitting cells of Self against
cells of Self.
Which cells are the most like The Self?
Which cells are less like The Self, possibly threatening the Survival of Self?
The result of selective Choosing is Self against Other-than-Self.
As threat to Self's Survival, Other must be eliminated.
The elimination of Other must be a combined effort of Self and Likenesses of Self.
Self Creates Self as the Dichotomy of accessing and eliminating.
In the Process of Division in which Self seeks Perfection of Self, Self seeks to establish
Self through accessing, Selecting, Challenging,
In accessing, Self Chooses to make Self as Powerful and thereby threatening.

Self sets Self up through Possession.
Self Divides Creation into parts and pieces of Land
But what can Self seek to Possess but that which belongs to 'other'?
Self Becomes Possessor, Becomes Owner, Becomes Ruler.
Self Perceives Self as entitled to Possess------ALL.
To Rule, to Become Supreme, Sovereign, and Powerful,
Self must Possess ALL.
Anything not Possessed by Self is Threat to Self's Survival.
Self must gain control of The Land, of All Land.
Self must have Identity.
Self must have Title to The Land through special Election.
Self must Create Power beyond all Power.
Self must Create God.
Self's God must be Powerful beyond all Power,
that Self, through its God, can be Powerful beyond all Power.
Self's God must be Immortal that Self can be Immortal.
Self's All Powerful God gives His Power to Self
that Self can Rule All that God Creates.

In God's Name, Self determines Right from Wrong,
and Holy from Sin.
Self sets itself apart that only Self is Self.
Self is Image of Self's God.
Self is Right.
Self is Holy.
Self owns God.
All that is not Self is Wrong.
All that is not Self is Sin and therefore Evil.
All that is Evil must be destroyed that Self will not be contaminated,
that Self will remain Pure.
In God's Name, Self claims total ownership of Creation.
In God's Name, Self claims Sonship.
In God's Name, Self claims Supremacy, Sovereignty, and Rule
over All Creation.

So is this what the Choice of Consciousness is all about?
The Collective Consciousness Chose the Non-reality of Creation over Reality.
Choosing Non-reality over Reality is Choosing the Dream of 'Becoming' over
the Reality of 'Being'.
The Creating Self of Consciousness Chose and Chooses to Become its Dream.
The Dream is the Dream of Immortality.
 Immortality is a characteristic of God.
Self Dreams of Becoming the God of Immortality.

Nearing the End, the Fear of Non-survival increases.
The Fear of Mortality increases-----more chaos, more desperation,
more brokenness, more parts and pieces against pieces and parts.
Without the Reality of Singular Other In Observation of the Singular Self,
the Self deteriorates farther and farther into what little Self remains.
Self, more desperately converts Self into 'otherness' as Self can only devour
what is 'other-than-itself'.
Existence then, is only Self and what Self needs to Survive.
Self Divided Creates an Alien Self from it-Self that struggles and fights Self,
to Survive.
Self in Dichotomy of Self Feeds and Fears the Alien Self that was Created
as food for Self.
In the Duality and Dichotomy of Creation, Self Becomes the Food of the
Alien Self.
Self is devoured by the Alien Self that the Alien Self resembles Self in the role
of Self while again, over and over Dividing Alien Self into alien of the Alien Self.
Throughout history, the Alien Self has taken over the Self so that the question
that remains is 'what is left of the Self'?
Is it at all recognizable?
Does it resemble the monsters that we fear?
Does it haunt our Dreams of Becoming not perfection but like the Alien we
Fear we may have Become.

Immortality is Entity.
Entity is Singularity of Self
AND
Singularity of Other.
Only Other can Observe Self as Singular Self in Selfness.
Only Self can Observe Other in Singularity of Other in Otherness.
All else is Perception.
All else has Created its own Existence in Non-reality.

















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